These words are my heart and soul♥

2010-03-22T22:25:00.003+08:00

ohwell, since u wanan noe so much. Here, my other blog link- www.ithinkim-dropdead-gorgeous.blogspot.com

Other

2010-03-14T12:28:00.001+08:00

I've got another blog just in case ure wondering why the hell im not even updatin here :D

Wanna know the link? Go find out urself :D

Sick

2010-01-19T00:57:00.006+08:00

Outfit: Orange Hoodie & Pants. (I look like a "bdk Hip-Hop Sesat")
Hair: Down
Mood: Not bad
Fortune: Don't Spill Your Guts because that's a mess that no one wants to Clean Up.
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Okay, Umm.. Speaking of, "I can't afford to miss any lessons in School" , turns on I "Ditched" School last Friday. I wasn't actually Ditching school, well.. Sort of. So I was in the LRT already when that big bang happened in my head again and the world starts spinning around me. I swore I almost threw up at the lady in front of me. Lucky again, the LRT already arrived at Chua Chu Kang. Got off to the bustop, walking like a drunk ed fool, and the 307 bus went pass. That's when I gave up. Called mom and told her I was on my way back, Then go Doctor. Then Doctor made me see a Physchologist. What? I just need help, don't think that I'm Mentally Ill. Its not funny, seriously. What if your relative is the one suffering? Most probably you heartless people don't fucking care anyway. But Think.

Today at school, nothing much happened. My mom already told my teacher about it, so yeah.. I just hope my teacher won't ask me in front of the whole class. Its not about being embarrassed, its just that some of my classmates just think its OK to "Interview" me on_____. I really feel agitated when Literature class began. Some of my classmates were like, "Ehh, like you right?" when teacher is talking about Saloma -_- FOR GOODNESS SAKE I'M NOT CONFIRMED AS Either SCHIZOPHRENIC or AUTISTIC. Just suspected. Like none of you ever feel very depressed? I bet you people are far more worse than Depressed. Anyway, Okay my point is. PLEASE stop asking me or looking at me in a certain way, IT FREAKS ME OUT. If you think there's a need to SAY SOMETHING about my "Sickness" you can always tell me when im alone or just simply Whisper. No need to ask out loud. OKAY? CLEAR?

After School, Danial Botak! Treated us all PIZZA! Yummy! :) Thank You, & Happy belated B'Day! Sometimes its wierd when Instead of people treatin the B'day Boy/Girl The 'day Boy/Girl treats us all. But I guess its alwys been like that. Heh.

Now Im Startin to Wonder if my freinds/ Strangers are gonna wish me a simple "Happy B'day" That is, If they Knew or Remembered In the first palce! Plus, the date after my B'day is gonna be our MT O'lvl oral, I think. Ya, Its either oral or Written paper. Damn.. Why must I born on the month of May. I wanted 30th April instead of 30th May. Nvm uhh, STEVEN GERRARD same bday with me! HAHA!

Okay, Toodles. (LOL Toodles?)

I Don't Know!

2010-01-14T22:47:00.006+08:00

Outfit: Over-Sized T-shirt.. Its big enough to touch my knees.
Hair: Messy
Mood: Blah.. can la..
Fortune: Meet you at the other side, Okay?
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Alright, First of.. let me just warn you that this post is gonna be pretty draggy and Emotional?

Whatever. Let me see, Oh yes. I think I'm doomed. I think I might be a little bit "Off-Center".

Not because I'm too engrossed in My Literature, but for some reason I just think I am.

I'm in the damn band 7 for English class, & my mom is yet to find out.

I don't know what to tell her If she knew.. I'm good in Literature but bad in English, How weird.

And I'm telling you I feel like shit every time during English lesson.. Simple reason being that there are lots of FOREIGNERS..from CHINA. I'm not complying that I have anything against Chinese, but then.. seriously man, like WHAT THE FUCK! I feel like a freaking Alien whom is clueless about English in the first place!

-_-Pfftt..

Why feel "Off-Center"?

Well, recently my mind is playing tricks on me. I am really hearing voices. Am I Schizophrenic?

No, I don't know & I don't want to be one. The next morning, around 2am I hear a voice asking me to wake up, or it will Kill My cat. I was wide awake then. I took koko and hid her under my blanket. LOL. It was very frightening, I didn't even dare to get out of bed. Then, out of a sudden I just burst into tears. I don't know what's the problem with me, Really. I just cried and cried and ended up Crying myself to sleep. At first I wanted to call Ideal<3,> Okay! Although I'd admit that I still wish I was hearing his voice telling me everything is going to be okay, and that I should hang on.

Okay so anyway, I woke up at 6.30 am then.. and obviously I was running late. I got angry with my mom for waking me up late, but of course, I didn't show her that I was angry, its more like an "inside-Feeling" And I was even more angry with Zacky as he was taking his own bloody sweet time bathing, and I had to scream & Shout & Bang the Door in the morning just to REMIND him that he has to hurry or He'll definitely get it from me if I was late for school.

Heh! And lucky enough I wasn't late for school..even though I only left the house at 7.02 am and took the 7.08 am LRT..and then took the 7.22 am Bus. LOL SO DETAILED.

So yea, By the time I reach school.. getting ready for the first lesson, I felt like the Right Side of my head got smashed right into a wall. The stinging pain was unbearable but I just kept quiet, I bit down my tounge just to keep quiet actually.

And the pain just went on and on and on until I get back home and just cried and cried and cried and The pain got even worse! Clever Right.. Heh.

So basically I was just lying on my bed and crying and screaming in pain while textin Ideal<3..sempat, align="center">Mom: Eera, What Happen?

Me: (Looks up) *Sigh*

Mom: Tired? Why? Whats Wrong?

Me: Don't know.

Mom: Donnoe then cry until Like this?

Me: Nothing la..

Mom: What's wrong? Org carik psl pat Sch?

Me: No laa, alamak.. Its just that I'm scared.

Mom: Scared of? Tell me, not ready to tell me now tell me later..

Me: I'm hearing voices, and my bloody head hurts so fucking much!

Mom: Ahh..Mulot..Voices. Head Hurts. Okay, lets bring you to the doctor.

Me: Don't want!

Mom: Then what you expect me to do? Bring Oliver Sykes here?

Me: Mrepek laa, sempat buat lawak.

Mom: Abeh ape? Nak bawak py doctor taknak. Bukanyr doctor tu makan kau.

Me: Tau la, what if he "Declared" me as gila?

Mom: Ishh! Jng Ckp gitu la..You okay or not? Ckp btol2..

Me: I DON'T KNOW! I'M BLANK, NOTHING. EMPTY..CANNOT THINK!

Mom: Relax, just try to relax. I understand that you're tired tmr I...

And I didn't hear the rest as I fainted.

& I wasn't supposed to come to school today, But I had to. I can't afford to miss any lessons.

So yea, and My tuition teacher was kind enough to change my tuition for this week on Saturday instead.. Cause she thinks I still need some time before I can adapt to my surroundings.

Thanks!:)

&& BTW, We had A very emotional art lesson today, & guess who started it?

ME!

Maybe I'll tell you guys about that for the next post, okay. Now I wan't to Sleep while hoping/waiting for Ideal<3

Xoxo, Eera. S

Lek ah

2010-01-14T22:45:00.001+08:00

Yaya, First of all.. The Last post before this was just a misunderstanding.. okay? I was being too caught up with myself. Sorry guys!

Left Out.. Again.

2010-01-11T17:46:00.003+08:00

Guess what.. You know, I shouldn't have WAITED for people to INVITE me to come along for anything.. Whatever "outing" there were or something simple like a Poly Open house.
I don't know if ALL of them knew I HAD INTREST to go, but Im sure 1 or 2 of them KNEW.
Is it just because 1 or 2 people who can't seem to get along with me is there means I can't come along?
Or is it just that You think, " Tkpayah Ajak Syahira la.. Aku tak suker klau dier ader" ?
Or is it that you people just FORGOTTEN about your own FREIND.
Its FACINATING to know that a few people can forget aout one particular person, and that 1 Particular person can REMEMBER about that Few.

THE GREAT PART IS WHEN I FOUND OUT ALL ABOUT IT BY MYSELF.
I really cannot understand you know.. why they can forget to at least ASK ME or MXG me..
I don't know what to say anymore, I really feel upset.. want to be angry wat for rite? Over already.. Just upset.. really really upset.
Maybe to you this isnt something to cry over for.. but have you ever feel like you're not needed in the first place? Ever felt what's it like to be left out?
Fun rite?? Frm the moment I step into Regent as a Freshmen some people already "CHOP" my head with a Warning sign.
IDK WHAT THAT IS SO INTIMIDATING ABOUT ME THAT SOME PEOPLE JUST FEEL CHALLENGED BY.

And its always when I wanted to start the new year fresh; and now people are not letting me to live that life..
Haizz.. Thats all laa.. Im really down rite now.. Bye-Bye, Enjoy your great company :)

Too Chicken Shit to Say. LOL

2010-01-06T20:04:00.005+08:00

Outfit: She wear Short Skirt, I wear T-Shirt.. HAHA
Hair: Wet
Mood: Not Bad
Fortune: Brick By Boring Brick
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Anak Terpaling Sachok Di Dunia!

Okay So New Year's Here! Haha, The celebration was Cool, well kinda. ( I don't remember much) Lols. All I know Baby was there and the night was fucking cold. Ohyea, I was indeed in LALALAND. Heh.

Anyways! 2010 is now.. yea, like duh. This will be the most important year of my life as i'll be taking my o'lvls this year, yeah..And I don't want to take it twice.
My New Year's Resolution is.. To take my studies more seriously & really spend my time wisely. Although the New Vice Principle said not to indulged in "Instant Gratification" like for example BGR.. Well guess what, Im not gonna neglet my Boyfreind. He means alot to me, & So as my Future. Although alot of people say having a Bf now isnt a good time, well I'll tell you that that goes for you, but not for me, Im Different from you, So is Everyone eles.

Although Im gonna admit that I'll Be spending less time with Aidil, Im sure he'll understand that its an important year for me and I'll just need his support and encouragement.. (well hopefully he'll give all that from his heart)... Okay damn, I got a feeling that Im in the wrong.. Hmmm, No, No. Im not in the wrong, I mean, I can't be sorry for wanting to study right? Its not like Im living him or breaking-up, its just that sometimes Im actually scared to tell him that I'll be busy with my homework or with school.. Like.. Im afraid he'll think that I take this releationship as a joke.. But no, Im not taking it as a joke, But how do I tell him, Show him? Im scared that my words might cut deep into him. i care about his feelings..I really do.. But.. you people dont understand.. you peple wont know what to say.. you people never really know him. I don't have the heart to tell him anything that will only make ME seem so pathatic cause he doesnt like it when I show my emotional Breakdown. Its a good thing rite?..The fact that he doesnt like to see me sad? But sometimes I just feel like crying for no reasons.. I feel proud when i fly with my memories, cause the sky will catch me when i fall, and if everything is created only for me to feel.. its how empty my life would be without him. And I want This releationship with Aidil To be the everlasting one. I LOVE YOU BABY! MUACKZZ!

So, im hoping he'll get what I mean, I want to give him my blog link, but IM SCARED -_-

&& ANYWAY, I'll stop here for a while! I want to play game with him! LOL

Automatic Loveletter

2009-12-20T12:41:00.005+08:00

Outfit:My HK Disneyland hoodie. (What?! Its freakin cold!)
Hair: Wet
Mood: Tired
Fortune: Every hole makes a scar, every scar marks its place
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I'm in love with you and you just don't get it.

So when you lay your head at night do you think of me?

Do you think it's right to leave me here to kick myself to hate myself for all that I felt?

I'll miss your every moment.

I can't hold it.

And I swear I'll miss your perfect charming selfishness.

I can't say goodbye, say goodbye.

So make me this promise, yeah?

say it with an object tone, Emotion feeling,

can't stop spinning,

Just keep breathing,

Say you Need me.

And I swear,

I'll miss your

perfect Charming selfishness,

I can't watch you go.

;IloveYouBaby

Love Rant

2009-12-07T23:09:00.004+08:00

Outfit: Drop Dead Shirt. FAKE!
Hair: Bun
Mood: Not So Bad
Fortune: Don't take what's not yours.

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And Here I go again, always not updating my blog. Lazzzzyy Uhh. As if people would read it -_-

I can't wait till 2009 ends. Im looking forward to 2010, idk why.. Okay, fine! Im excited for the Fireworks during the countdown cause I'll most probably be going with Ollie.S aka My Bby. Hah!

He Better not Buey.. Like how my X did -_-

Okay! Im suddenly in the Mood of talking about the Past Love Stories..& how it all began.

Year 2000; 6 Years Old:

I had This HUGE crush on my K2 Classmate named Martin. He's hot, Seriously. So yeah, at year end, our school organised an event where parents are invited to come and watch a performance done by the students, at that time, I was like SUPER excited cause Martin was my dance partner. LoL and like at the end of the show where we get to meet our parents, COINCIDENTALLY our parents set next to each other and blablabla and when it was time to say goodbye, his parents were like encouraging him to give me a hug and same goes to my parents..lol and then we hugged, and he kissed me. And I cried but Didn't kiss him back.. LOL

Year 2001; 7 years old:

First year in SVPS..I didn't have any crush on any of my classmates.. cause all of them are like nerds. And believe it or not, I had a crush on my COUSIN instead. LOL (and its not ZUL, lol) its my cousin on my father's side. His name is Wawan. Well, actually, it's either wawan or a'an.. I get them mixed up, lol! And im sure If I see him outside now, I wont even recognize him cause its been 8 years since I saw him. Well, the story with him is just that I like him cause he's like a brother to me, But I have a crush on his CUTE FACE (at that point of time) -_- I guess I'll upload some photos of him if I ever get to find them. && Yes, not to mention my crush during my MT period; ADLI. Which turns out to be my Classmate in Regent now -_- LOL!

Year 2002; 8 years old:

Transfered to Telok Kurau Primary, parents divorce, lived with aunt..

Had a crush on Aliff- (at that time) the cutes guy in class for 2 years, which later on became my bestfreind. But yea, I was too ugly for him.. seriously.. like nobody thought I could actually get someone in school to like me. I looked like a total dork, Short hair, long skirt, long socks, and I didnt smile alot. The only people who cared to be my real friends were Atiqah and Aliff. Then 2003 came, we went to seperate classes.. and I still had a crush on Aliff, and so did Atiqah.. LOL

Year 2004; 10 years old:

Knowing Atiqah had a crush on Aliff, I kinda let him go. Cause I felt like I didnt like him anymore.. Besides, 2004 was the year that I "Transformed" from Ugly Betty to Minah. LOL

Seriously, I met the "COOL" minahs of the school.. I start to hang out with the Seniors..(at that time hanging out with the seniors ment that you're cool) lol. I went to like, Frm long skirts,socks..blablabla to Short skirt, Ankle socks, converse shoes, New hair. LOL People start talking to me more often, I was into "gangs" and stuffs like that.. Put it this way, I was a total Bitchy Rebel at school. HAHA I was so caught up with bad companies.. until HE* caught my eye.
*Hakim

Year 2005; 11 years old:
The Story with This guy is kinda interesting, well kinda. There's this guy named Hakim in my class, whom to me is the most annoying guy. I hated him, like seriously hated him. He was always in the way when I wanted to talk to my crush, which happens to be his bestfreind; Ikram. lolololololol. After quite some time, I found out that Atiqah had a crush on Ikram too. LOL. Then after June holidays, we had to change class -_- which fucking pissed me off because like, during the june holidays Hakim & Me sort of "talk things out" and turns out he was even cooler than Ikram! LOL. Then balblabla, alot of things happen.. I was bfgf with Shane, But I didnt really count in on that cause it was funny. lol then 2006 Hakim became my first Boyfriend and we were together for 2 YEARS. :D

then 2007/2008 we broke up then I was with Kai, then After Kai Maman for a while, then Shariff-_- Then Maman Back then now to Aidil! :D
Turns out that now, My MSN & Online Gossip Buddy for three years became my Boyfreind. The guy who was supporting me & always cheering me up behinde the screen is now my BF! I love u so much Aidil!
K done bye!

Down

2009-11-29T02:14:00.002+08:00

OKAY THIS IS OBVIOUSLY A QUICK POST.

I JUST WANNA SAY THAT I REALLY LOVE THE VIDEO BBY MADE :) SWEEEEEEEEET RITE! :D

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Bully.

2009-11-23T12:13:00.002+08:00

Outfit: Buberry Top & Pri Sch Shorts. LOL
Hair: LONGGGGGGGG!
Mood: Okay
Fortune: Put up or Shut Up
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Right, As much as I hate to Admit this, I MISS MY GIRLFRIENDS!! Dinah, Fizah, YH, Em.
URGHHHHHHHH!
Its been like, what, 3 weeks since I saw them? Hmmmm. I Really Miss my friends. I wonder What great stuffs that I've already missed out. All the Fun, especially. But not to worry, Im really looking forward for the 2-5 2 days 1 night "camp" at ECP :)) Only thing, its freakin NEXT MONTH. OHHHWELL.

So, Lets see what I have to blog about. Ohyea, & BTW, today's Zarul's Birthday..so now his already a big boy. LOL. 9yrs old alrdy ahh!! heh.
Alright, Yea.. I think I ready to tell all of you that.. Okay breathe people. & This is obviously not a joke.

Okay, So On the 17th November 2009, I went to BPP to buy an Internet Connection Wire. After I bought the wire, I decided to chill so I went to the 7-11 store near the back of BPP.
And after I bought my stuffs, I wondered around the void decks there.. and suddenly..
I was attacked. Like seriously attacked by a bunch of Minahs. There were a few guys watching from the next block. I was scared, I didn't know what to do, They all suddenly came on to me.
They Bashed me up, when I tried to call for help, They snatched away my cellphone and tried to strangle me. I was Helpless. Lucky indeed, a woman came shouting at the attackers, then carried me into her car. She wanted to drive me to the police station, But I told her that its better to bring me home first. So when I got home, My step father & my maid were shocked to see me in an awful condition, The woman then began to talk to my stepdad. After that he called my mom, and togther we went to a police station to file a report. I was asked alot of questions, they took down alot of notes, many papers were printed and needed to be signed.
Then Aidil called, and I told him, and he was upset, I was too. A few mins of assurence and we went off. My body bruised. Ohhgod, whoever did this, I swear I will never forgive them.

Okay, You know what. I think thats enough. Im like getting flashbacks and Im startin to get scared. Again. Lucky I have doctor's medication. The Doctor gave me Sleeping Pills and Some other pills to help me relax and stuff..
Okay, If u wanna know more, U can ask me the next time you see me :)
Bub-bye, Muackz!

Gulp,Gulp,Gulp AHHHHHHHHHHH!

2009-11-04T23:19:00.004+08:00

Outfit: T-Shirt & Jeans.
Hair: Messy Bun
Mood: IDK what Im excited for!
Fortune: Gulp,Glup,Gulp AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
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Okay, Fast game. Nw currently at Johan's. Aunt Julie Suddenly called me & ask me to come over.. RANDOM. Okay whatever, Like you care anyways.. Im like rush-Typin nw as Im usin Joe's Laptop Without his permission. Hah! He's In The Toilet, since 5 mins ago -_- Must be pooping I guess. Bloody Cousin. Heh

Marie, Deeyan & Sanny are otw here, they finally arrived Singapore..after like 2 weeks in Bali.. Im not fetching them frm the IDK where.. lazy sia.. Lol. Aunt Julie bought like 4 big bottles of Absolute Vodka & 16 bottles of Bacardi Breezer! & I saw this House Margarita in bottle. Its Tequila!!! WHOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO!! & I saw 4 cans of Tiger Beer..EWWWWWWWWW! Nw just waiting for Those three Superstars to reach home. LOL.

Johan Planned to stay up and explore Pasir Ris Park.. To see if there's Ghost-_- I told him I'd rather watch Gay Porn then wait to see some creep ass ghost appear..Plus the horrific noises, I think my BF's Sexy Orgasm is much prefered. ^_^
Okay, Im getting SICK in the head.. Good. Nw I wish my BF is here to party along.. hmmmm.
Maybe I'll text him ltr.
Hahahaha, OKOK.
I gtg alrdy. I can Here Joe's Footsteps!

Ready, Set, Go!

2009-10-26T14:52:00.002+08:00

Outfit: Yellow Washington DC Tee & Blue Shorts
Hair: Tied Up
Mood: Good day, But I'm having muscle ache
Fortune: Start Living
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Heyheyhey! I'm back! :D For now, yeah. So the last time I blogged was like, about a month ago.
Okay, that's long.
Anyway, I just wanna talk about Yesterday.

So Yesterday, I went SKATING! :D With Aidil, Afiq & Hakim.
While waiting for them, Aidil was doing tricks and stuffs and the security guard came to warn us, and he told us that 8 skaters were fined on Sunday..(Too bad!)
The plan was to meet behind Cheers at 1.50pm, End up Hakim & Afiq were late.. hahas.
Anyway after they came, we went off to Bishan to skate. At first I was excited because I've never been to Bishan's Skatepark.. But after I got there.. Ohwell.. the atmosphere wasnt really nice. I dont know, it just doesnt feel right, hence I didnt skate much there.

At Bishan, There were Pro skaters.. some normal ones and a few chicks.. I think the chicks are like sec 2 or sumtin..They were doing ollies and stuffs.. And i was just there looking at everyone eles. Hah! I didnt really skate much at Bishan, until Aidil suggested that we move to the other side for a while to try the Bowl.
Okay, I have to say, Although the bowl was not as scary looking as the one at ECP, I havent got the nerves to drop in. Lol. I just did tricks and had Hakim & Afiq to teach me how to OLLIE. (Ya, My ollie sucks so im trying to make myself better at it) Then attempted some tre flips, got the board spinning, but didnt land -_-
Okay, I know what you skaters think, I cant ollie properly and yet I wanna land a tre flip. Well, guess wat.. To me, tricks that has the back foot scooping is easy to me. But okay, I noe, I noe. Ollie first. Hmmmmm. Hahas.
Once were all done at the bowl area.. we moved back to where the pros were..then more pros came, and then some were like giving me the " who the hell are you" look, I mean, If you've never seen me at Bishan before, at least give me a friendly smile, Hello?! First time there and you're like giving me the look down, Urgh! Give me a break!

So basically, I lost my mood to skate after that. I wanted to get out of there. And go to Queenstown instead! At my first suggestion, Hakim didn't agree to it.. & also cos Joe came..and the guys were like, "dont need to go to queens, cos queenstown already came.(Meaning Joe)so I was like, Okay fine. And I skate off to get myself a bottle of Mineral water at the mini mart. Hoping that when I came back, all will agree to go to Queens.
Check2 come back the guys were happy smoking & talking and then suddenly Aidil told me they wanna go back. In my heart, I was like, " OH pls tell me they're not going home but going to queens instead."
And true enough! Lol, At the MRT station, Hakim was like, "ehh, going to queenstown which way?" ha ha! And I was like "yay!"
Heh.
So we all got in the train, changed train chitchat and then we arrived at Queenstown. The journey felt short, Which is a good thing ofcourse.
And when we arrived at the skate park, I was suuuuuuper Happy!
:D:D
Finally, freindly faces and a familliar place :D Just ther right atmosphere :D:D
So We skate,skate,skate.. fall,fall,fall & skate back.. Aidil thought me rock to fakie.. But I need more practice..Then watch this crazy dude come down the ramp and his falls were scary and everone was like why did he keep falling? hah, I didnt get his name. Maybe next time.

Hahaha, So after all that. I decided to try out the ramp. Okay, as you all might or might not know.. I am VERY scared of heights. Looking up from the ground, the ramp seemed so low, but when I got up there, I was like " Okay damn this is high" I THINK its 2 meters high.. still HIGH.
I was procrastinating whether I should just try going down the ramp or not.. i was really thinking twice. I thought about what if I fall, How would I fall, will I break any of my bones.. omg man really. Aidil wazs like beside me all the way, encouraging me telling me it would be okay.. but I was still scared.
Then there was this guy, I've never seen him before.. he was also hesitating about going down the ramp. And his freind was like making fun of him, and everyone was like asking me to "burn" him. Very bad sia! Lol, but it was fun! Haha! Everyone was like, "come on man, If the girl go down, and you dont, we'll take away your deck.." & some even said that they wont let him go back if he dont come down the ramp. Heh!
So I felt like there was a challenge, Between me and that guy. Hahahaha, cool u noe! Everyone was cheering ^^

So yea, I decided to go down the ramp.
At first attempt; I said my prayers..then..vooom!
*people clap hands*
It felt good, I didnt fall while going down, But I fell after the ramp.
Get it, Get it?
The guy who was hesitating said he didnt see me down the ramp, so it doesnt count.
2nd attempt; Said my prayers, positioned my deck.. look to see if the guy was watching this time..Then.. Voom!
*Everyone clap hands, cheering!*
:D:D
After my 5th attempt, the guy finally decided to get on top of the ramp, But he was still hesitating to go down.
And his freind was like, " Hey she did it already, why not you.. come on, if you go down, the 20 bucks that u owed me, you dont have to pay for it"
And he was like, " Ohhh damn.. ahhh man!"
Hahaha! It was hillarious!
And since the guy was still hesitating, and im already at my 8th attempt.. all the skaters there, Including me were like testing him.
All of us came up the ramp, and made him go down.. since he was the first in line.
Everyone was giving him pressure! hah! Poor dude! We were all like, " If you don't go down, we shall take ur deck, ur wheels, dont let u go home.." blablabla..then he said, Okay, but he'll go after all of us. So its a done deal, After all of us come down, we'll be waiting for him at the other end, if he doesnt come down, we'll take his stuffs. hahahaahaha!
And after all of us came down, He eventually did.
Hip Hip Hooooooray!!!!! :D:D:D
I did a total of 10 attempts last night & its a big deal to me since it was my first time, and im on abec 7 bearings(which is fast) so you pros out there just shut up if u have something bad to say. Okay? :D
It was the best skate night ever!
:D
I was very happy when we got to Queestown and I really enjoyed myself :D
Thank you Aidilbby :D And ofcourse, thank you Hakim & Afiq for Agree-ing to go to Queenstown. :D
And not forgetting the skaters at queestown lastnight, for encouraging me :D:D
Once again, Thank you guys!
:D
(And now my whole body hurts! But it was worth it!)

*Ps: Skater wif the gf, the next time u wanna put ur gf on ur skateboard, let her wear shoes okay? :D and pitty her, those falls seriously hurts the butt* but she's cute though.. Lol, No hard feelings :D*

Raya.

2009-09-27T14:30:00.002+08:00

Hey. A quick update on raya. Im using mom's laptop. So yeah. Infact, Im using it without her knowing. So i'd be dead by the time she knew. Lols.
Anyway, This is a funshot of my New Family :D The last time I took a real raya pic as a family was like, wat? 11 years ago? Yeah.. So, why all the formal photo rite? Mights as well make it a funshot! Since its a happy day, then why be so serious?
:D

Will be updatin soon :D

Dust

2009-09-16T20:38:00.002+08:00

Urgh. Having knee injuries suck. ALOT. I can't even stand for too long. Jump around or SKATE. " You have to stop doing physical activities dat requires alot of leg movement. Come back again for your next appointment and we shall see what we can do to help."
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What a pity. Now my deck lies in the store to collect dust. =_= Sorry, I know its my fault! Or whatever.. idk. Damn!

Okay,Okay! End of story bub-bye.

Alive & dead

2009-09-12T12:26:00.005+08:00

Outfit: NASA Space center T.
Hair: Already Long.
Mood: Not bad..
Fortune: Do things at the right time.
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Okay. Hi! I am writing to the dear and departed. Heh. Yea, yea I know I haven't been updating.
Like, Who cares anyway? Its not like there's people who are gonna read my blog anyway. I love it this way. I update allot for like 2 weeks or so.. to make it look like this blog is 'alive' then I won't update it anymore since people are thinking that way.. and then when they come back, they realised its updated! HAHA.

Bordem explains the picture above. It was meant to 'tease' Josh. Yes Josh! lol. Cos I took a candid shot of him while on webbiecammy. lol Here's how he looks..

Sunburn..HAHAHAAHA!

Anyway.. Im getting a surprise gift from *****. He's gonna get it delivered right at my doorstep. :D I wonder what it is. He only told me it is something heavy & its Purple+Pink in colour. Hmmmm, I wonder what on earth is that.

Okay... Im off.. to Myspace & facebook! Lol

Bye!

On your Left

2009-08-16T23:36:00.002+08:00

Shaleena's, I don't care about the time.

Outfit: Shaleena forced me into her Fleur T black nightgown. At first I thought I looked so slutty, but still, I SO SO love it! So sleek & sometimes I even forgotten that Im actually wearing something!
Hair: Makeshift bun.
Mood: Physic
Fortune: you know when you want it.
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So when I thought all the drama that's been going on in the house was over, I was wrong.
I came home Last friday only to find out that that 11 year old we're babysitting stole Hilda's perfume. What the Fuck was she thingking? I have no Idea. I mean, stealing your own freind's perfume the night before and bringing it back the next day claming its yours? What a rip off.

Long story short, I managed to make her admit to her mistakes after much evidence. She even attempted lying which did not work out well because like, why on earth would a perfume "suddenly end up" in your bag, & why on earth would you be afraid to return back your Friend's perfume after you found it in your bag?

Conclusion: She's not a good Friend for Hilda and certainly does not deserve to be trusted & what a liar?

Prolly you guys are wondering what Im doing here at Shaleena, and prolly wondering too who the heck is shaleena.
Well, I met Shaleena at a Hospital a few months ago when I came to "Babysit" Syafiq. She happened to be a patient in there. Her bed was left of Syafiq's. I overheard her talking about Not wanting to be in a band anymore & the awfuly sad conversation between god knows who made me cry & also caught my attention.
So I just went over to ask if she as okay, she said yes. And then Suddenly we're talking about Bands and Hot dudes. Syafiq joined to. Then we became friends, I pushed her in her wheelchair to take some fresh air while Syafiq's off to the "Suction" room.
LOL. I call it suction room cause all I know is that they suck out all the phlegm in you through a long tube from your mouth.
So yeah, thats about it. We shared our life stories and found out that we're that different.

Im at her place at this hour cause she's alone at home cause her HOT brother went Jamming and still not back yet. And her parents are in London, working. How COOL is that?!
Well, my mom's going to Florida again End of this month, & I cant come along. Aww man!

This love is Accidental

2009-08-11T21:22:00.005+08:00

& Yes I know that my profile song is currently, "My Apocalypse By Escape The Fate" Is eons ago. Who cares?! It still kicks ass :)

Outfit: Okay Don't laugh. Red HK Disneyland pullover. Black Shorts & Black Knee Length Socks.

(Its weird outfit to you, maybe. But not me cause I think the weather tonight is cold cause the wind entering from Hilda's Bedroom window is freakin strong & it looks like its gonna rain but not yet. Urgh)

Hair: Flying all over my face, partially wet with the smell of Honey. Hmm, Sweet.

Mood: Turned On. Zacky baby♥ -_~

Fortune: Girls do what they want, Boys do what they can.

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♥Zacky Baby♥

Hey there :)

This post goes out to H & N. You guys know who you are.

The past 4 days are CRAZY. Yeah. Especially Monday. I Didn't even expect Monday to turn out THAT way. I must say, I don't really know how I felt. We were both cheating on hearts we're not even sure of. Is that even considered as cheating? Well thats besides the point. Because there were the two of you, & only one of me. That makes the Three of us. Sharing is caring, But not in my dictionary. Sharing hearts is breaking them too. You hurt people's feelings.

Im Such a sinner.

I've never made a bet, but we gamble with desire. I've never lit a match with intent to start a fire, But recently the flames are getting out of control. Call me a name, kill me with words. Forget about me, it's what I deserve. I was your chance to get out of this town, but I ditched the car and left you to, Wait outside, I hope the air will serve to remind you, that my heart is as cold as the clouds of your breath, and my words are as timed as the beating in my chest.

Don't be so sentimental. This love is Accidental. Give it up, this was never ment to be more than a memory for you.

-God I'm glad I listen to ATL.

Sleekstar

2009-08-09T03:28:00.002+08:00

My Room, I don't care about the time.

Outfit: Same as last night.
Hair: No idea. I haven't checked yet
Mood: Pissed Off + Excited
Fortune: Do what you wont.
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Ohkay. Pissed & Excited sounds crazy. Well, yea I am. Im pissed cause my damn twitter profile pictures cannot be uploaded! Pfftt. Its irritating to see a default pic frm twitter as my profile piture. Its like a BROWN square with this" o_0" sign in blue. Eww. Brown and blue is just disgusting to me. & my mom still refuses to get me a pre-paid sim card. Urgh! I told her so that the bill wont fling cause i text overseas alot. And she was like " What?! Ok. In that case anything over 60 bucks u'll have to pay me back." Lucky enough I have 1000 free local mxg. But Still! URGH! 1 freakin sms is freakin 1.20 bucks! oh die, die, die. Well, thats about it.

And Im excited about alot of things. First, I told mom about that girl thats staying with us, and she totaly regret? I think. Well yeah, & She bought me a new computer :) Which is a fucking surprise! I first thing first after i set up this new Computer which I decided to name Sleekstar, I had oliver sykes as my background. Lol, that explains the picture above.
Then, had family outing to Tekka, Little India. We had briani together and after that we went to Mustafa Center. & The only thing I bought was a black umbrella for myself. LOL

Then I was like texting I.James B and we were texting about ghost and stuffs. lol. & Textin N.Olie too about "That Disaster Bday Party" So yeah.
&& Oh I made a new friend! His name is Zach & he's frm Kentucky ^_^
Ok Its late. I'll update soon.
Bub-bye!

I love you & Goodnight Oli!
xoxo

I have no words for this

2009-08-06T22:10:00.004+08:00

Yea, yea. My Room, 12:20 pm

Outfit: A long nightgown. I like this ever oh so thin silk dress.
Hair: A half ponytail?
Mood: Its gotta be Mood Spelled backwards.
Fortune: If You're the Problem maker, You're the problem solver. ( It basically means that you should get rid of yourself )

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I AM RESTLESS rite about now... Uri have yet to reply my message on myspace. Gahh!!!!! Uri pls reply! I wanna talk about Joshua aka Computernerd01- (you can find this guy on YouTube.) Hahaha Uri's friends with him. LOL. Ohkay, that's besides the point. Okay done for that part.

I don't really know if Disliking young children is a sin or Sickness. What do you think? I feel like this house has like transformed into an orphanage. When I thought that after Nana came, there's no more.. then came Atika. She's not literally staying with us cause she goes back to her mom still. Anyway, I feel like its a sign that people in this house cant wait to get rid of me. -_-

Okay a little over-reaction there, but whatever you know. I dont get it. Sometimes I fight with my mom, then the next minute the situation would be back to normal like nothing ever happened. I have no comment on that. I do not want to talk or say anything about the worse part of being in this family. You know it already, I keep things to myself.

Useless asking me. Whatever I told you would probably be made up or just plainly the whole sumarry of it. I cant share with even my closest freinds. Because, to be honest, I feel like they dont take me close enough as a freind. Because they dont ask me how's my day, They dont stick with me the whole time. Worse still, They dont even know HOW to help me. They never share any "fun" things with me. They LET me be. Which is not what Im asking for.

I may seem tough on the outside. I have to. Because everyone quickly assumed that Im the type of girl who's not going to complain after I tripped on a rock and bleed my knee or the type that will have PINK as one of my favourite colours. Well guess wat. Since u guys love to assume sooo fucking much, Im helping you by playing the role. Yea.

Because I cant possibly be myself when people are going to think Im so the, "Lembut"

Girls would probably the number 1 to assume that.

My guy freinds? No. Except for some of my classmates. (Since they dont bother getting to noe me)

Thats all, for now.

Later

Make it ASAP

2009-07-26T00:04:00.004+08:00

MY ROOM, 12:47am

OUTFIT: Sports Bra & Faiiz's Boxers.

HAIR: Like a lion's Mane..oh god I look like AmyWhinehouse or whatever.

MOOD: Psyched yet Enervated too.

FORTUNE: Patience, My Dear.

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I was contemplating about whether I should sign in to my MSN or not. & After for about what seemed to be forever, I finally decided to.

And just as I went online, Ameer was the first to IM me. Followed by Simon who was waiting for me to get online since IDK when & Ideal.

So yeah, nothing much on the first few chats with them. Ameer was like asking me about my height, And I go, "Don't tell me ure still shorter then me" and he went, " Im 164"

Hah! Its ohkay dude! Ure only 2cm away frm my height! lol

Then He told me he wants his long hair back. And we talked about bands and stuffs.

& GOD! he so prasan sei he look like Craig Mambit. Haha!

*Sue me Ameer* lol

Then While Ameer was silent at the moment, IM Simon who was all crazy about his new tattoo which he had on his arm which cost him like 600 bucks? IDK.

Then had this "Q&A" session with Ideal. Lol

It wasn't until I blog hopped and landed On A. Hussein's blog.

He's Death-Fi-Nut-Ly Changed!

In a good way ofcos. He's Hot. - Just like what Ameer said. LOL.

Anyway, so yea. I tagged him and next thing I knew he'd already tagged me back. fucking fast.

Got his email then added him and the next moment we're chatting.

Its kinda cool..you know..talking with your old friends.

But DAT doesn't mean I miss talking to them. Ohkay I do actually. OH LORD! I MISS ALL OF THEM! Boohoo :( Its a bad thing that I'm like stuck here in the WEST and there they are in the EAST.

The only person nearest to me is Haikal. Which lives around Woodlands. & Its been a long time since I last saw him.

Oh god, please. Make it asap that i'll meeting them.

Amin.

World's Greatest Slacker

2009-07-25T14:20:00.003+08:00

MY ROOM, 3:21 pm (The time im typing rite now)

Outfit: star/stripes pj bottoms and one of mom's old tees.
Hair: tied to a high ponytail.
Mood: slightly sleepy.
Fortune: There's time for everything.
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Looks like Fridays are meant for sleeping in school. Seriously like every Friday I'll be too enervated & hence I'd be sleeping almost the whole time.. geezzzz.. I have to put this to a stop. After seeing records of some students in my school, (i got access from somewhere, hehe) I felt like the world's greatest slacker. HolyFuckinShite!

I have to buck up. But IDK how I'm supposed to if most of the time I'm so sleepy..& I'm saying this even after I have a good 8 hours of sleep. No Duh its freaking insane!

Woke up at 7.30 am with a full bladder this morning. It seems like Ive been holding my pee throughout my half an hour dream? Yea, I was half conscious. WTH.
Anyway, washed my face, brushed my teeth after I emptied my bladder. Then dressed in my fbt & Mom's old Nike Tank top, put on my track shoes & went for a 20 mins jog in the park. I made it 20 instead of 30 cause my knees are seriously aching by the 15th min and its killing me already.
Usually its my breathing problem that always got in the way, which by the way is kind of irritating if its happening especially during netball trainings. Why? Because some of "them" will think that I'm just faking it.. I know its bad to assumed but I can really tell behind those "understanding/caring" faces of "theirs" In fact, I'm gonna admit it. I think that 90% of "them" are TOTALLY FAKING IT. Faking about how they think all that "Bonding Together" shit is working/helping/improving. Come on, admit! "you people" just go with the flow because you're just afraid of telling how u really feel.. just so u can fit in and not be looked at like some freak.
Some of ur faces even look like ure being forced to act like ure all optimistic about everything.
Goodness! Simple reasons to why I REALLY DONT CARE IF I DONT MAKE THE TEAM. Yeah, Id risk being cheered for and congratulated to because I dont feel like im even wanted and welcomed to the team.
*Wow, so much of eleborating huh*
Watever. So after My morning jog, chilled out with some random teenagers under my block before I went upstairs to take a bath and get ready to go to lot 1 to replace my lost Ez-link card.

Ps: I look alot fairer then "that" primary sch photo on my Ez-link card. But This time, fairer & sick. WTH.

Merci pour encourager moi, Je t'aime beaucoup.

2009-07-21T00:26:00.003+08:00

I never thought I'd say this, but here goes:
Merci pour, Khaizer! :)
At least I didnt feel guilty for us to waste our Money on the 36.21 mins Phone call frm Southamton! (Which will btw, Cost me ALOT)
Its all good. He told me about how I'd love the weather there right now..when its actually experiencing the avg HIGH temp which is 21 degree cel..& the lowest at 11 degree cel.. WTF!
No fair! Haha, at least he bought that topic up so as to Warm me up a lil bit.
I wasnt actually expecting the both of us to say much cos I remembered the first time He called, & we were caught up in wtf moments. LOL, yes..Over the phone..& Besides.. I was contemplating about calling Aslam, which eventually didnt happen. (Sorry ehh)

I basically spilled everything out. I was somehow proud of myself that I actually told him everything.. considering the fact that I would Normally keep things to myself and let it fill up to my lungs and then be Asphyxiated by the influx of emotions..& at the end of the day, get lost & waisted then repeat it again.

So anyway..Yea like I said, I told him every problem that was pricking inside me, & every secret which Ive kept too long that it burns inside me.
Stuffs about myself, step siblings, friends, school..& Ex-Bfs. -_-

I dont wanna go into exact details about this, because Its a secret I only Share with Khaizer.. I im gonna keep it; I know something You dont know. heh! :p

But ofcourse, Im kind enough to share with u guys some things he honestly told me.
Abt myself..he told me:
"Eera, even If you dont love urself, There's others like me, who still loves & care for you. & Come on babe, Ure not like that! Stop hatin on urself...Yea, I know its easier said than done..But I believe you. Youre a strong girl..dont let it get to u."
*When he said the "Strong girl" part, it made me laugh a lil* lol

Abt my freinds..he just told me that I shouldnt take things to heart & that I'll have to talk to them nicely & be "professional" by not giving them sudden attacks of PMS or anything like that.
-_- LOL

But in the end, It comes down to this. This last part of our conversation was wat that really made me breathe again.

He said. "babe, I'll love you no matter what. I dont care If you came back frm summer vacation and you gained 10 kgs heavier or if you put on the wrong shampoo which made all ur hair fall out and if your sunburn is so bad until it looks like ure shading skin or even if god decides that u had enough of ur legs..I would still love & care for you. Because not matter how ur looks, ure still the same person. Wat matters most is the inner beauty, which sadly alot of us dont seem to realise. You know, some of the people out there even stayed in a releationship longer than they should..y? Im gonna be honest with u, its because we guys feel like we "owned" that other significant which is so hot looking & all that shit. I admit that I was once like that too. Only wanted a girl cos she's hot, and ended up not wanting it..but still kept going just for the sake of showing off to others. Jesus." & the rest i cant tell ya. hehe.

Kaykay.. Nights!

The same Moon

2009-07-12T21:52:00.002+08:00

Starts With, "Hey Preety, I Miss you." And when Asked why, he'll go, "I don't know why."

He'll ask, "Where do you wanna go? I follow You There.." *I want to be accompanied, Not Followed*

He'll say, " I keep thinking about you, and missing you." *You say it like its not right of you to*

Life's Complicated. We're far away from each other than You Think, we go through different seasons, different atmosphere..but we tend to forget that everyone looks up to the same Moon, no matter where on earth you are. Sometimes I just wish I could reflect what I want to tell you, to the moon, and then Let it reflect on you.

Cinta yng terbina

2009-07-10T00:13:00.003+08:00

Heyheyhey!
Just had a chat wif Fazz. He showed me some videos of him & his freinds playing guitar and singing.
Ohh well, this vid below, of Fazz singing is preety AWSOME. Cool man I love it. So wow!
When I suggested him to join anugerah.. he said he didnt want to cause he's too shy.
hehe! Malu kepe?
(Dont forget: Comment & Rate!)

Well, here goes-

Enjoy! Remember, Comment! rate! :)

Videos

2009-07-08T23:13:00.003+08:00

Just a quick one..
I just want to share some videos from youtube of clips from The movie: Facing the Giants.
These are my favourite parts of the movie! :) U should really watch it.
& also, I figured Its time I'll just let u guys know, I've been watching Gossip Girl! :p Chase Crawford is AWSOME & SMOKIN HOT! gossip girl ^^

Facing the Giants-

Gossip Girl- MY FAV :P

Evernight/Photoshop

2009-07-08T21:56:00.004+08:00

Before I blog about today, This is just a quick review of last Saturday.
My Family went to JB to watch Ice Age 3 at city Square :)
After the movie we window shop here and there.. Hilda & me bought sex bands..
Then I bought A Book.
Not just any book, this book caught my eye & once I took it from the shelves, I couldnt put it back down.
The book's in red, Titled EVERNIGHT by Claudia Gray.
Its a story on vampires. Yea. Im starting to get obsess with them. Honetsly I even believed that they existed..before..or even now..just maybe. You'll never know.
Anyway I cant wait to get my hands on Claudia's next book, STARGAZER..the next part to Evernight. Ohh GOSHHH! Hell yeah I cant wait! I finished reading EVERNIGHT which was worth 327 pages in just 2 days :D
&& I cried twice reading it. The romance was like heartrending.
I'll upload the pic of the book anyways.. soon.

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Today's wednesday. So Basically every wednesday, my class would be having art for the first 3 periods. Currently for art lessons from today until next week, we're all supposed to edit our pictures using photoshop. Cool. Yea. i like it, alot.. we're basically going to make what ever we designed for a t-shirt.
After art, we're supposed to have SS, but nobody left for class so we all stayed in the art room. lol
Skipping lessons together as a class.. LOL
So we all kinda got another extr 45 mins for art.
I didnt go for recess because the malay girls + YH stayed behide to chill with our Art Teacher. She's a nice person..friendly..& omg im so jealous of her because she was telling us about her experiences travelling to other countries. She went to like, idk, more then 6 diff countries?
Damn! I wanna travel too!
hah!
Talked and talked and we all slip through our next lesson which was MT.
We only entered the MT room when there was like 10 mins left for the lesson. lol
The teacher didnt nag at us though, we had our "reasons" :) So yeah.
Currently doing my malay composition which was due tomorrow. My former MT teacher will be angry if we dont complete it.
:D

Nights!

Sleepyhead

2009-07-04T12:00:00.003+08:00

Hey yo!
Lets talk about what happened yesterday at school. I was extreamly enervated to the extream that I actually SLEPT DURING LITREATURE lesson. I tried my best to stay awake but simply couldnt. What a bummer. Good thing is after litreature, it was free period..since our form teacher was absent, so I dosed off again. And suprisingly there's enough time for me to even dream. In my dream, I was walking down a drak alley leading into a laybrinth.. I heard a voice instructing me to "find the light" before it blows out. When I think I saw that "light".. I opened my eyes, thats when I awake.
I dont get it. lol.

Anyway, by the time I woke up, Ms Fern was already in the class asking for files.
Hand in our Litreature file, and we get chocolate.
So I traded my files for them.
I was happy I got my chocolate. lol.
Then when I was walking back to my seat, I felt something rubbery rubbing againts my arm, I felt fingers too.
The thought of rubber made my senses fail.. I cried instantaneously. Lizards.
I ran to my seat. still shivering.
Apparently, It wasnt lidzard. It was Zuhairi trying to scare me with a big thick rubber band.
Holly fuck it felt the same. Even now thinking about it makes me weak.
Yes, my phobia is that bad. I could pass out if the lidzard is only 30cm away frm me.
Zuhairi apologized anyway, lucky he did or i'll probably break his bones.
hah!

And Dinah's reading this book by Xavier .... titled Dollars and sex. I THINK. I only rembered the sex part. LOL.
And at the first chapter, it started with..
"What is long a hard, and goes inside something wet?"
(Keep guessing, *wink*)
Haha, Hillarious!
I got it right one first guess :)
Tell me once uve guessed it. hehe.

My Frist Rum

2009-06-24T19:39:00.005+08:00

Heyheyhey:)

I was a being naughty on the 22nd of June 09.

But damn it feels good :D

No Big deal anyway, its just 4.8%

Anyway, Since fasting month is in August, I have like exactly 40 days before first of August to get myself "cleaned" form 22nd June.

Ive decided that I will not upload "The" picture with me in it.

Hahhaahaha, cos, cos, my face was like so "Stoink"

hehehehe

I cant believe Emily actually got pass the counter!

Kudos to that! :D

&& Guess what?

When I got back, I met Elly under my block with Bacardi Apple Rum!

HAH!

Got 2 shots, then I headed Home! :P

Horrible Nightmare

2009-06-18T22:37:00.003+08:00

Im switched Off for playing Runescape for now:)

Since I have other distractions.

Its both good news & bad news.

Damnit.

Ive been watching horror filems lately since the arrival of my adoptive cousin, Nana & she's only 5yrs old! She's gonna stay with us for a while, so she brought along like almost all her horror filems to watch it here incase she got bored.

What really freaks me out was that she can actually see the dead!

I woke up with a Full bladder & a bleeding tounge this morning.

(I think I bit my own tounge)

Apparently, Ive been having Nightmares for the past 3 nights.

Holly Fuck it was scary.

I was in lost in some Amazon Jungle, I guess.

There were snakes & Wild animals everywhere.

And, out of a sudden, there was a woman who's features I couldnt quite make up.

But I was fer sure she had a bad hair!

Her body was Convulsing with an influx of blood oozing out of her.

At the same time, she was imperiously trying to tell me something but her worthless effort made it incomprehensible for me, but I could tell she was in agony.

I started running away.

Halfway running, I was fer sure that I was dreaming..But I cant seem to get out of it.

My coherent thoughts were still there, I Tried to fight back the pull, but to no avil.

I just wished that someone out there in reality would wake me up.

My Runaway did not last long.

My knees Buckled.

I was too momentarily preoccupied that I hadnt realised that woman had taken an Instantaneous launch at me.

I was Flabbergasted.

It felt so real.

She caught hold of me so tightly that it felt like the contact was bone deep.

She was SO COLD againts my skin.

She stared at me with Infuriating crimson eyes.

While I attempted a Usless breakway, her hysterical laughter trailed along.

It was helpless.

I tried to shout, but my voice was muted.

(I had bitten my tounge to keep myself frm screaming)

I wanted to look away or closed my eyes, so that I wont have to see her face...

But It was as if she got me under a spell which made it pointless to even try.

That horrible depraved looking woman opened her blood-dripping mouth and then started nuzzling closer in to my throat.

Her breath was a cold gush of wind that sent a chill down my spine.

That was it for me.

My life was over.

This Vampire was going to end it.

I gathered myself and took one last gasp of air.

All my memories took center stage of my mind, as she sank her teeth into my Neck.

I just Wished everyone prepared for an appalled death..to look at my dead body, appalled.

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Dats it.

Its freaking scaring me now!

I wished somebody will accompany me to sleep tonight, somebody REAL.

Boohoo:(

Bended To The Left

2009-06-16T23:14:00.002+08:00

I was Browsing through Youtube on my Ipod and there's a Video on "How well do you know your bandmate?" - It was All Time Low Obviously :)

Im just All Time Low Crazy This past 2 Months :D `& Ohh, that song in my blog By All Time Low- Weightless IS Good, Right? :D

Its sosososososooso CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :)
Well, to me. hah!
Decided to Post it on my blog. hehe :P Just to share with All that mystery Readers who's been reading my blog.

& You'll Know what I ment by; Bended To The Left ^^

Band Shirts

2009-06-15T17:36:00.003+08:00

So, I had a sudden feeling of checking my mail this afternoon,

and when I did, I had mails form updates of Band Request from Eventful.

Clicked,read it then I checked out some band's myspace for updates.

While on Alesana's Page, THE BAND T-SHIRT GOT ME!

GAHHHHHHH!

ITS SO FREAKIN AWSOMECOOLSHITEFUCKINGORGEOUS

Well, at least.. to me. I know some people out there's not into band shirts.

Its so Pathetic here in BORING Singapore..

You can hardly find specific band t-shirts!

Only "well-known" onces are "Foundable"

Get It, Get It?

Pppffft.

So then, I started checkin out All Time Low, Bring Me The Horizon, Blessthefall & Dropdead Gorgeous.

& Damnit! BMTH Has this HOT Red Shorts!

Coolio!

FUCKING FUCKKKKKKK !

I Think I wanna get It online.

Damnit. Its easier If I could contact Shane again!

BLOODYYYYY HELLLLLL!!!!!!!

GET ME THAT HOT RED SHORTS OF BMTH & 2 OF THESE SHIRTS & I SWEAR I'LL LOVE YOU EVEN MORE.

HAH!

My 15th Birthday

2009-06-12T20:24:00.017+08:00

Happy Birthday! :D

Alright, so this post on my birthday was supposed to be posted like about 2 weeks ago.. so I had a little problem with the computer stuffs and I kept contemplating about this post and ended up procrastinating. Too much thought I guess. 30th May..big day..wooo.. To be honest, im not even excited at the 25th of May, which is 5 days away form it. I figured nothing so special was going to happen, putting aside the fact that the only thing special this year was NOT CELEBRATING WITH MY MOM ONLY, but with my Step siblings and Step dad.(Too bad nanny couldnt join us)

Ofcos, the BIG surprise wasnt out until later that evening of 25th May when the whole family was having dinner together. Mom said dat we're all gonna celebrate my bday somewhere in town, around Wisma Atria & I could bring along 2 of my Best Friends! The moment I heard that, I was like "Oh yeah?" & mom was like, " uhuh, Yeah" So I thought that she was just trying to syke me up. And I asked mom again after dinner..and she was like, " If you dont believe it, suit urself, I can always ask abah to cancel the whole event, then there wont be any Cats In The Cradle performing.." & I knew my mom wasnt lying anymore, and the fact that THERE'S LIVE BAND PERFORMING!

Last day of school, 28th May I guess.. we got our results back. But i was a bad ass for not letting my mom see my results until 2nd June. What? I was worried she canceld the whole party! & Besides, I kinda already guessed what my Stepdad & Mom bought me. But I didnt let it get to me just yet.. you know.. INCASE I was wrong and it would totally Upset me. So My Hopes are down LOW. Heh. It was my gut feeling anyway. So yeah.

The Morning of 30th May, My gut feeling of getting a new mp3 Player or a Better Handphone was SOOOO not on the top list of my top list. My mom made me guess. I guessed Mp3 and she said that it was even better.. since that morning I wasnt in the mood of being HUMBLE, I just guessed dat they bought me an Ipod Touch.. &... IPOD TOUCH INDEED! Kudos for dat Eera! :D

But somehow I wasnt Happy that my mom MADE ME GUESS. pfftt. So much for surprises.

Damnit! Anyway..around 5pm I texted Fizah nad YH that my Family & I are leaving home soon, and see ya later. okok. The night before, I experiment a lil on my make up and what colour eye shadow I should use..I was contemplating on which colour suits best, Metallic Blue or Metallic Green & I asked mom for some suggestions and her answer was not what I was looking for. HAH!

Anyway, we took 190 and alighted at Far East then frm FAr East we walked to Wisma Atria.

(Abah wasnt with us cos he had to get my present at his workplace)

& Oh! Oh! I totally didnt saw this coming.. Ohkay so we're walking.. I was walking with Hilda behinde my mom & Zarul.. and walking past us was this 2 tipical Mats.. Prolly MATREPS..with that steam face & golden hair & that Vics tube thingy they keep sucking in frm their noses..wth..

so yeah.. when we're getting closer to walking past each other..1 of them was like.."Wow! Hi!" and he put his filthy hand touched my waist & you dont wanna hear the rest. I freaked out actually but I figured he was prolly drunk or just simply SICK in the head so I dont bother screaming. But I would have given him a punch at the mouth, but I didnt cause we were in a hurry.

Once we reached there, I saw the backs of Fizah & YH sitting, leaning back againts a glass wall. Then Hilda & I surprised them form the back. Hah! They were like, "Sialah! Scare us siah u!" heh ^^

Then My mom greated them with a Hug..pfftt.. I didint even hugged them.. lol! (Only If there's Emily, heh!)

I was excited because were all having dinner at INDOCHINE! I yay-ed out loud actually. haha. We started off with drinks & starters ofcos.. We had Vanilla/Chocolate/Straberry milkshake. NICE! Too bad we're underage so no alchoholic drinks. But the couple sitting beside us kept ordering glass after glass of Beer and some tequila shots -_- I hope they're too drunk that they'd be thinking that the road was their Bed. hah! Starters was chicken and something.. I was upset there's no Scallops!! nvm though..cos the main course has Pataya Rice. yay! Eggs! lols. So we ate & ate.. Fizah & YH couldnt finish their meal.. they had Fish & Chips. hah! too full. & When we thought that there's no more food coming.. we thought wrong! more food more drinks.. abah got this GIANT glass of Ice Lemon tea. HAH! there's a picture of it if u scroll down. It can only be served to "certain people" haha! :D Should take a look at the eyes of other diners on that Giant glass of I.L.T heh! *Jealousy is the cousin of greed* ^^

When It was about 9.30pm, (we were there form 7pm) Cast In The Cradle were on that mini stage! Whoohoo! I was freaking Sexcited! ^^ lol. They sang songs.. Ive forgotten what though, but they we really good. & then came the birthday song!! Whooohoo!! A lady was also having her Birthday but she was turning 30. hah! And the funny thing was.. After they sang us the birthday song, The Vocalist, made a joke saying, "Happy 30th Birthday to Syahira, & Happy 15th Birthday to Cindy" I didnt remember her name actually. haha! It was fun fun fun! :D Then the cake came.. and everyone was watching Cast In The Cradle perform frm outside. hah! Free show! Took photos after that..it was a great day. :)

prezzie! :D

looks like Fizah was the bday girl. lol

did the camera caught steam? lol

Love you guys:)

Zarul with his milkshake.

Hilda with the cherry!

Milkshake Everyone :D

Zarul & Hilda

candid stuffs.

Fizah looks cute!

wtf

lol, Hilda

My Pataya Rice

Their Fish & Chips

Us.

Abah with that Giat I.L.T

toilet.

their Desert/dessert lol

mine!:D

The verdict: Cake. :D

cast in the cradle

The AfterParty.

Sports Carnival

2009-05-26T18:33:00.016+08:00

Ohkay!
I'm back..for now. yeah.

So anyway..

Lets talk abt last Thursday.

Last Thursday was our school's Sports Carnival. I didn't really know why we didn't have the usual sports day.. or isit coming up? Whatever. Anyway, I set my alarm clock at 4.30am the night before, and when it went off that Thursday morning, i snoozed it till like 5 plus i guess? And i only really woke up at 5.30am. The plan was to meet Hafizah and all at CCK mrt control station by 6.30am, so I was rushing by then. After all that early morning smackdown at home, i left home at about 6.10am.
I was praying they would all wait for me, even if im gonna be a few mins late, truns out, the rest are later than me-_- haha.
Met hafizah & Dinah first, then walked to the control station to wait, but hafizah told us dat Liya said to wait at the interchange.. but i wasnt very sure about that anyway.. but i just followed. Haha, while waiting, i ate my nutella bread spread..then soon enough.. YH came, with the rest.. and when i asked them where they were, they were at the Control station -_- I was thinking damnit fizah.

But anyway, No big deal! we still had to take the bus 67 from the interchange anyway!

.....................................................................................................................................................................

Bus arrived. We boarded it. Find ourselves a seat, settled down.. & I already felt like sleeping.

I slept anyways...

Then...umm.. ohyeah!

When YH woke up frm her sleep in the bus, Her hair was like..helmet shaped. wtf. haha, hilarious.
Here's the pic-

Haha, muker stop it sak YH!

okok.
Once we reached there, we didnt know exactly wat to do.
we= (Aina,Dinah,Fatin,Hafizah,Liya,Shahari,YingHong&myself)
Until we met up wif Danial Syafiq there.. Liya suggested to us dat since some of us were hungry, we should try MR PRATA!
I made fun of the name all the way, well, almost all the way there.
So once we settled ourselves at Mr Prata, there were sec 2 boys there too..and then we all felt like taking a group photo, so Liya, being the more brave one.. asked one of the boys from that sec 2 grp, to take a photo of us all. After some persuasion, he help us anyway.. ha ha.

So then, we ordered our food.. some of us didn't eat. I ordered 2 egg pratas.. YUMMY. And a can of soya bean.

Ate,drink up, snap2, talk2, didn't even realised that we were so called "late" for the bloody opening ceremony.
So since we were "late" we decided to stroll in.. ha haThe cool thing was that when we entered the gathering place and stepped our foot to the ground, a music was being played and almost everybody was looking, i think.. anyway.. we decided to "take advantage" of the situation, so we all waved our hands and acted like some kind of VIP, (not the idiots) walkin down the field. haha!

So anyway, after the "Grand opening ceremony", some of my classmates and I played captain's ball againts other classes..

wins,loss, the same laa.. i dont really care anyway.. dont wanna talk about it:D

After the games, some of us were overbored.. so we took pictures together..

There's a whole lot of candid photos and funny faces. *too tired & bored to care abt our looks*

(Ecept for Aina) hehe.. & besides, the sunrays were pricking our eyes!

Here are the photos..

At Mr Prraaata!

I have no idea wat I was doing wif the menu

Danial-"OTAK MATI"-Dat's wat Dinah wld have said.

Lol, look at Dinah. & YH -_-

YH Expression is seriously funny at zoomed in. LOL

Ngah Baca Doa makan!

Ahh! Amek kaw prata!

YH: Say "AAAAAAAAAAA"

*Fatin's Lime drink*

Keleng tangkap glamor jgk! haha

********Doomed********

Nie aper nyr Super Model ni? tsk3

I Think YH's Laughing

ohkay wierd.

*I noe watcha thinking* :P

Fizah looks like she just picked her nose -_-

Im too tall.. hence my blocked face. HAHA!

Errr, dat was mine actually.

Catch flies eyy?-Future coffeeshop aunty

Solihin,Shahari

(Nanthini pat blankang sebok jer!) lols!

A little life

2009-05-24T21:23:00.000+08:00

Hey. Yeah.. I know my blog's dead.. So ive decided to give it a little life today..now..
Err.. I'll just be blogging soon enough.. yeah.
Ohkay? Promise!
:D

On Misson .

2009-04-05T20:55:00.003+08:00

I WILL NOT BLOG ANYTIME SOON . OHKAY ?

REASON : IM VERY BUSY .

& I AM STILL CONTACTABLE AT MY 8382.... HP NUMBER .

PLEASE CALL / MXG ME . JUST INCASE UR NUMBER IS NOT SAVED YET , CAUSE I CHANGED MY PHONE & I ONLY GOT THE NUMBERS OF THOSE WHO TEXTED ME.

OKOK ?

Poser/Labeling

2009-03-26T00:10:00.003+08:00

NAHH ! AMEK KAW-(reffering to $$F@T J@D$$) U THINK U SO PRO AH?! THESE GUYS ARE MUCH MORE BETTER THAN YOU!

(Picture below;frm your left; Shrek,Rico,Aslam&Hidayat)

You think ure so cool huh?

Ure such a jerk, for calling me a poser.
what do u care rite?
What do others care rite?
Cause obviously some people will think im one just because Im not as good as what you think you are..or hw THEY think they are.

Yeah , do me a favour. Take ur deck wif u, climb up the tallest building u can find and then jump down.

-__-

DONT BOAST ! STOP IT WIF THE "POSER" THINGY.

Why the hell wld u call someone a poser just because they say they skate but they're not as good ?

I dont get it. Really. If u call someone a poser at something they really did and did not lie about and they're just not at the standard yet, then wat about YOU?

A "POSER-BEFORE" ?

If you keep saying "I dont care wat people think" , then why do u care so much that ur so "worried" there's a poser among you and YOU THINK people will critic about it?

So be it la! Let the "Poser" SS .. asalkn dier bahagia sua!

wth u care so much about? its not u wat.

-__-

And please la ehk, if im a poser, I'll be like seriously mcm phm all the way..

LIE abt this and that, put it simplier..

A poser : Really over the limit. Worse than Pro skaters, I guess. Exagerate ALOT. Take pictures wif their skateboard posing (on the ground wif deck/Deck and him/herself not even on air)

Got pics but no vid. -__-

And Im not a poser cause I didnt lie i landed a trick or so, im not even near the limit,i dont exagerate about skateboarding,i dont pose pics of me "In action" wif my deck.

U may think Im crappy, well .. thn.. all i have to say is..

DONT JUDGE/LABEL others, cause it makes u just plain stupid, except that u wont feel plain stupid cause u nvr felt guilty for anything, because u no shame!

Peace, Nigga!

2 things .

2009-03-23T23:44:00.005+08:00

GAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

2 THINGS I WANT FER SURE.

THE SOONER THE BETTER!

FIRSTLY
- I WANNA SKATE !
Wif Lords of westtown or Aslamb and gang.
SO LONG NVR LPK/SKATE WIF THEM!
The last time i saw thm was like whn..? last yr?
Die2 i want to skate soon.
But like shit rite.. im so called grounded.
-__-
But if im not..
Weekdays are Impossible..
School's school.. thn after that the homework and all..
projects.. and loads of catchups to do.
And the after sch or netball .. i'd be resting. too enervated.
Maths Tuition ..
And by the time im free.. my knees wld hurt too much to skate. wth siah.
& I have to take care of my knees as I must be preparing for netball matches.

Heartbroken . Shattered .
My heart,lungs,bones,organs are abt to break !

SECONDLY-
I WANNA SEE SULTANS OF THE RISING PERFORM !!!!!!!!
I missed their previous gig.. like wth siah . Grounded -__-
Second gig comming up .. Izzat told me alrdy.. so i must go!
:D
Miss those guys.
The last time I saw thm perform was like..whn?
last yr?
yeah.
27 december.

ahh!
I really hope my mom will allow me to go.
:D:D
Fingers cross!
:x

Sch's Sch !

2009-02-24T23:04:00.002+08:00

Im Just gonna "Summarise" watever happened today.
Went to school , taking the 7am LRT.. or so.. I have no idea wat's the exact time..I thought I was gonna be late..but I wasnt.. so it was fine.
Had my maths Common test.. I was so Happy dat I knew how to solve the first question.
LOL , why..Cause it looks hard and I usually panic at the first questions of a maths paper..
So the paper is out of 50 marks .
I am confident that I WILL FAIL cause some questions are done half-heartedly or jus "Hantam".
Somehow I think the NA students can do even better than me .
NA & EXPRESS .. no diff.. only that they hav 1 extra yr of sch and that their schwork is simplier.
OR SHALL I SAY LESSER ?
wth . Anyway.. I did manage to do all of the questions..
& Honestly if i get at least 10 , im ok .
cause for the past maths class test.. out of 20 i got 0 and whn teacher gave a re-test on almost the same questions.. I got 5 and im arldy happy.
WTH .
Im gonna be dead meat I i continue getting simgel digits..
how the hell am i gonna pull myself through o'lvls ? NEED TO PASS MATHS TO GO TO POLY.
FUCK !
So anyway..
Just now .. after school .. lpk wif Achap,Afiq,Indra & Kai at South View.
Fun in a way.. well.. at least we laugh2 kecoh2.. unlike whn compared to lpk-ing wif JUN HUAI.
-__-
Boring seii if lpk wif Jun Huai .. lol .
Actually depends uhh.. to make the scene even more kecoh..(using Jun as x)
x+k+j
k=kai
j=josey

If got Kai... he laugh Ppl also can start laughing arldy..LOL
If got Josey... he can make the not so funny become funny like..for example..-eyebrow..to EARBROW. u may nt find it funny.. but if u noe wat we really ment then.. u'll get it. :D
If got Jun huai.. His OVER-EXTRA "power" mix together wif Josey's and Kai's can make u laugh for as long as u can laugh.
LOL.
ok dahh.. This sounds crappy as it gets.. soo.. u shld make freinds and lpk wif these guys.
haha..rite..
I'll upload pics sooooonnn.... :D

Conflict

2009-02-24T22:34:00.004+08:00

Alright ..
I wanna make this clear .
The AZYANI Conflict is so not the recent event .
EVEN IF u think u wanna bring it up again , wat for ?
We look forward for the future..not go back into other people's History..which u may not even be involved in .
It just makes u look/sound STUPID . Like one mother fucking busybody who's still a stuckup .
And if ure not even involved .. and noe nothing/abit of it .. move over .
We've move on arldy..
Still not happy ?
U can ask .
Who to ask ?
I wld say ASLAM .
Reason -
Because he's so called the "Middle person"
Because if u Ask me.. U might think dat im lying.
& Because if u ask Azyani.. OBVIOUSLY she might make herself sound good and Innocent.
So If u Ask Aslam himself .. he cant lie .. cause he's the one Me & Azyani fought abt .
And I promise it will be the truth .. cause I trust Aslam wont lie .

Bye-bye .
*keep ur nose out of other people's bussiness*

Restore .

2009-02-18T23:41:00.002+08:00

I am not going to blame anyone , perhaps I was overactin .
Whatever happened , Happened .
I do not wish to Be reminded of this , Neither Do I want to forget .
To Be exact , Its not about wheater I WANT to forget it or not .. Its just that ..
NOT Forgetting it is The Obvious . It will stay , of course .. sticking at a corner of my mind , Real far back away .
And I Know it wont happen again . Positive .
History must not repeat itself .
It works out with the actual History lessons you had in school actually .. If you had one .
The things that happened in the past made the future now .
Or something like that .
So that means to say if you killed a dog in the past , it still made you a dog killer .
Unless you UNkill the dog in the past . Which is Impossible because you cant bring back a dead dog(Unless u are using black magic) or Rewinding it (cause by thn you'd gone through the past twice) .
Knowing that you cant undo what you did , you can change that by doing other things in return .
Its like payback time , in a good sense of course .
Admit it , learn from it , dont repeat it .

Right now I Know very damn well that I've locked it at the very back end of my mind . Its time to start from scratch.. Just like buying a new skateboard..the deck..wheels..bearings..trucks..Ohkay enough of skateboarding -_- Sempat plak aku ni.. heh !
Anyway..

We are broken , what must we do to restore ? ..
Give us life again , We just wanna be whole .
Dont we ?
:)

*Yawns*

Btw , My ass hurts cause I fell off the canteen bench just now . -__-
I'll update soon .. I guess .

Thursday- Ponteng !

2009-02-05T21:54:00.005+08:00

So , yersterday .. I went to sch .. and i was late.. cause halfway in the LRT i felt giddy.. and i was also pissed cause i cldnt find my Ear-piece.. dats why i was late for sch actually , haha , Sanggup seii.. just to hear music :D As I reached CCK mrt , I knew i was going to be late cause its arldy 7.20am. so by the time i reached yew tee.. was arldy 7.23 .. then .. as i knew i was late arldy.. so why bother walking fast rite ?? So i walk slow2 lor.. lol , but AS BLOOD RUNS BLACK , made me walk fast .. haha .. I decided to play music through my phone speakers..so yeah .. lol .
Reach sch only , Late uh.. like duh.. I need to give up my Ez-link card.. took a whote slip for late comming then sat at one corner to wait for MR Thomas tan to settle things.. then the late comers had to run 3 rounds.. but before that Mr Thomas tan asked if anyone wasnt feeling well.. so dat he cld send them home.. and so , I RAISED UP MY HAND :D
Haha , i called home to let my mom noe I was going back home.. my mom wasnt working as she was on MC due to her eye prob.. okok.. but my mom nvr pick up the phone.. so my nenek did.. and blablabla.. after they ran 3 rounds.. Mr tan took me to the general office to call home again -__- .. then sign some "go back home" paper.. then collect my card frm Gabriel.. then go home !
On the way home i was feeling damn enervated.. like not enough sleep like dat.. then got home eat ! then sleep.. then 30 mins ltr at abt 8.56am my mom woke me up to bring me to the doctor -__- then doctor said dat i shld eat more Iron.. then all those vitamin B12.. blablabla cause i lack of vitamin B12 this and dat.. hahas , MC 1 DAY ONLY -__- PFFTT. && I almost forget that Yinghong didnt come sch too ! lol . I continued my sleep again after that ...
Woke up again at 1.33pm.. when koko just freaking jump on me -__- Her paw touched my lips.. yuck. lol . So then my mom asked if i was feeling better, i said i was and she told me to get ready cause we're going out to Queensway...
well, the plan was ;
Queensway-IKEA-home .
In the end it was ;
Queensway-IKEA-home-Boat Quay/Forbiden City ; IndoChine .
We went to Queens to get Afiq,Ashiq & Aniq PSP.. but in the end nvr buy cause my uncle dont like it whn my mom wanna buy for my cousins stuffs -__- maybe to him it looks like as if he cannot afford to buy his 3 sons psp.. like wth siah.. -__- PSP buy for me better siah ! heh ! But my mom says if i want then we'll go to Funan some other day .. Ohwell..
I almost got Nike or Vans shoes.. haha , cause my mom asked wat i wanted.. and i said i cldnt make up my mind as there's alot of things dat i want. Check2.. at last I bought SAOSIN & A7X shirt :D
Hehe ! :D
At IKEA , while buying home stuffs.. I thought that the temperature was freaking cold as it was raining outside.. so i changed frm my ZOOYORK shirt to my 3/4 quater Saosin shirt . lols !
Kiasu siah ! heh . Anyway.. after shop2 at IKEA, we bought freaking loads of stuffs... then we bought hotdogs.. and drinks and some chocolates..
After that , Abah(stepdad) suggested abt going to His work place to have dinner.. then we were like okok.. anything.. ahha.
Seriously i felt rich on dat day.. LOL .
So we went home, taking the taxi , waited for Zarul to finish his homework.. then we went out again..
Took taxi again.. then Me and hilda are so called "sensitive" to all taxi's smell .. like yucks !
So we asked for the Windows to be opened and the aircon shut. heh !
So We reached Boat Quay , went pass LiangCourt.. then got reminded of Yinghong.. going there wif her mom to buy meat.. lol.. those fresh ones dat cost 100 bucks like dat..for CNY..
ok, why am i even talking abt her ? lol..
dah cukop !
Went in Indochine.. sit.. order food.. eat ! :D
Here are some pics..* My camera battery was exhausted so i had to use my phone *-__-
FOOD !

Oyster :D

Lobster ! :D

Us , Doing the tossing thingy .

Hilda ; With Fried Scallop Roll !

Me Munching on my Scallop Roll ! :D Yummy , They're my fav !

candid !

Zarul Playing arnd wif the Serviet ..

Step sis - Hilda

IndonChine ; Forbiden City

Lift Landing ; Heh wif the smile.. kiks !

Shirt ; Hothothot SAOSIN !

Pose ; Blehh bored .

Reach

2009-02-01T17:28:00.001+08:00

Reach - Eyes Set To Kill

" My Dreams are growing into fustrations when I hear Your Voice "

I think I wanna perform this song someday.. in School .

Yeah .

Update ?

2009-01-30T22:09:00.002+08:00

Alrighty Mighty !

Firtsly .. if my blogskin hurts ur eyes.. or if you think its kinda..plain or watever..

Dats cause I just randomly pick it thn like edit2.. then blablabla...

K dabes .

Right.. Kay nw.. Some ppl keep tellin me to update my blog..

but funny they didnt put it on the tag board -__-

Ok..

Just nw.. Sch.. went to shop.. eat instant noodle.. thn go Yew tee Do eyebrows..

and Josey thought "EARBROWS"

-__-

Who the Fuck has Earbrows ?

-__-

Anyway .. After that Lpk wif Fizah & YH at lib..

then went to meet Aidil to take my guitar back.. thn lpk again wif Fizah & YH,

then go back..put bag then go out again.. meet Saskia.

Then in the park..

Kena chase by monkey -__-

It fucking took my BREAD .

-__-

My post is gonna be boring today cause it choose it to be dat way.. so yeah .

Tmr going to Emily's Place to celebrate.. chinese new year i think ?

ya la duhh -__-

k la.

bye :)

hi

2009-01-13T16:41:00.002+08:00

Hi , Hello , HAHA .

Okok .
ummm .. nw currently at Ying Hong's Hse... Blogging... hahahaha .
Um , The reason ive not been logging in friendster or update my blog is cause .. I just moved hse.. frm cck to jelapang.. so my com is still not set up yet .. sooo um.. TRYING to set it up soon. haha .
ok... da bye..

I miss you Aslam !
:D

2009. no mood .

2008-12-31T23:58:00.004+08:00

Ohkay .. While Im Tpying this.. its arldy 12.59pm .
1 min to new year .

& iM nOT EXCITED AT ALL .
Like no feeling siah -__-

I wanted to go for the countdown .. But changed my mind .. since family members & some friends show no intrest .. then my semangat also hilang uhh .
If go alone .. i dont mind .. but it will be freakin heartbreaking if I look arnd me and see families and friends get together to celebrate the new year .. All their faces smiling away..

& NOW I CAN FUCKING HEAR THE DAMN FIREWORKS !

:(

SADDDDDDDDDD IM CRYING RITE NOW.. NO KIDDING ..
I ALWAYS SEE THE FIREWORKS !
:*(

Urggh !
Wat to do .. I wanna ajak ppl then they cant/nvr reply to messages..not online..call nvr pick up..go wif gf/bf ..those who are contactable lazy wanna go ..
Worse part is surprisingly no one Ajak me this year .
Either they thinking that Im going wif my other freinds of wif family..
Or they are just too lazy to TRY and ask me .
Bodoh kn ?! & the normal excueses are :
"Ohh, Aku ingatkn kaw py ngan kwn2 luar kaw"
"Sorry! Aku ingat kaw py ngan kwn sch kaw"
"Sorry,Aku pp8 low dat time so tkleh contact kaw" - Surprisingly this one only replied mins ago .
"Ohh! Sorry,Aku ingat nk ajak kaw,abeh takot kaw busy" - Scared for wat siah?!
"Ohh, sorry ahh, kaw kn tkleh balek mlm2..so aku tk ajak kaw ahh takot nanti kaw kene marah"
Shit laa , come on its new year ! -__- My mom allow me !
All either just simply forget about me, trying to avoid me, which idk wat for, or just simply couldnt be bothered.

After recieving those replys.. or watever shits.. I arldy completely lost my mood .

& I Know tomorrow no one will call to apologize.. duh.. for wat rite?! For FORGETTING Eeraa the LONER bitch . I dont think so .
No one will call to say " I Know how you feel ..." duh ? who wld ? All busy wat .
BUSY BUSY BUSY .
Aper busy ?! KORANG PAT PANGKENG KEPE SIAL ?!
BUSY BUAT ANAK .. CHIBYEE PRANGAI KONEK SIAL !
Kalaw busy sangat mesti ader reason kn ?! But not even 1 tell me WHY !

Urghhhhhhhhhh !
:(

Da la ! Cant chill , No mood , so hungry , so angry , so sad ..
Dont wanna go to sch ..i wanna skate ..I Miss tigerbby - this one also another 1 , prolly his out wif his friends .. lepak ! -_-
Ahh nvm uhh .. Like they all care only .
Yes , now im being EMO . HATE ME ALL U WANT ..BETTER YET JUST KILL ME SO I WONT KEEP BUGGING U GUYS OR WATEVER !

MOOD : APATHETIC .
FUCKKKK those liars .

& Aku lapar aku nk makan !

* Aku taw korang tk tanyer , aku taw korang tk kesah pn *

nah.. untok korang.. -__-

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27th December !

2008-12-31T00:01:00.002+08:00

Wookies peeps!

:D:D

Im gonna post about 27th December!

Sultans of the Rising.. took part in a band competition...

Ohkay,

so i was at home .. ngah sapu rumah! -__- then Nazri called..

lol.. he ask wanna meet wat time all.. then ...we decided to meet at woodlands at 12.30..

reach there...wait for Nazri..

then go take bus.. i forgot wat number... to marsling cc..

Reach there only.. hand kena chop.. chop library siakk!

-__-

Then go up.. sit down one corner..

& I was arldy searching for Aslam!

ahaha..

Then he came!

wif that Asshole -__-

anyways, wat do i care! lol, when i look at him.. in my heart i was like "Ahah! Lu kene paitao!"

lol.. ok.

Anyway..

Tigerbby Asked me if I was able to operate his camera..

LOL.

i was like.. ni jatoh mati aku!

ahaha, check2.. he pass me his camera.. I like "Pro photographer" MP siah!

-__-

ahaha..

SS..

but cool oi his cam!

Then.. waited.. then finally the "show" started..

ahah!

The MCs.. talk2... so long..

then they mentioned that at the end of the competition.. there will be individual awards..

for best vocalist,guitarist and drummer..and also the winner...

then i like 100% confirm alrdy.. even b4 the bands started playing.. that Aslam will win the "BEST DRUMMER" award..

...

When the sultan's turn.. i like 1 mad kiasu girl siah.. go run to the front.. then act2 take pics..

Im seriously bad in talking pics wif cameras that im not used to yet..

lol!

Okok.. & Cedric's voice.. is like..no offence to him ahh.. CONSTIPATED CHICKEN!

he sounds ok while jamming.. sounds good playing acoustic.. skali pat stage...

haizz.. i think he's nervous or wat la..

Then after Sultan's performance.. Aslam cam back..

ahaha.. then he took over being the photographer..

ahaha..

ok cut short..

after the com..

i was indeed right..

ASLAM WON THE BEST DRUMMER!

he win.. then im the 1 yng feeling2..

LOL!

Okok!

Then..

We all headed to the park.. i think..

the one beside RP..

ahah, lpk there..

& Cedric is being so gay!

-__-

aha,

then Aslam dah noneng2...

then i also abit noneng2...

then go back..

then i walk wif Ju..idk her spelling la..

then Meet Ju's freind..

her name

Mira TG.

ahah!

then we went to kfc.. i ordered Zinger meal :D

Yummy!!! My fav!!!!!

ahaha.. then we chill outside cwp..

And Mira was talking about "Kalaw aku jadi president...."

aahhhahha!

damn funny siah!

She say i'll chage the rules.. all bal bal bla.. alot la!

then she say she'll put signs like skaters are free to roam..

lol, siaper tk suker py tinggal dlm hutan!

lol!

kk..da

dabes!

Skate!- With Aim,Hikam & Faeez .

2008-12-30T23:01:00.004+08:00

Ahaha , So.. im gonna post this about ytd 's happening .
&& Now TigerBby marah!
ahaha, ask me to post cepat2..
Lek sua.. my blog or ur blog?!
lol!

Okok..
So the plan was meet at Dhoby at 4.30..
check2.. In the morning 11+ like dat must teman my nenek go GAYLANG .
-__- She wants to buy for me shoes to wear for my mom's wedding..
Lek sua.. I noe gaylang shoe no size for me!
ahahahaha!
Then reach gaylang abt 12 + then must walk to the pasar.. my nenek wanna buy for my maid baju.. -_-
Baek sngt.. lol!
Then go mkn at banquet.. at the beach road eh?
ya.. there..
beside the Convertion thingy..
watever..
then guess wat..
We saw Hilda & Zarul's mother..
wif her bf..
ok watever long story.. wanna noe ask me..

kk.
Then check2..arldy 2+.. lol..
delay here and there.. biaser la.. org tua..
ahaha! I ate 2 plates of chiken rice.. LOL!
Like hungry ghost siah!

Aslam says:
daa post ke belom keling!
See.. he frm just now scold me!
:(

kk.. then Must go back aunt hse first..-__-
change pants..
ahah.. then ruch back to cck.. take deck.. then go dhoby..
I leave my hse at 4.30.. also dk why so long...
ahahah...
then..otw.. Hikam mxg.. they also gonna be late!
ahah.. check2.. 5.30 reach dhoby!
Ok i reliese dat ive been typing " check2"
frm just now!
lol .

Anyway!
Reach there.. there's this girl... Meera ke mira entah..
cute!
lol, and she guessed my age rite!
ahaha!
Reach there.. it was bloody akward to skate..
so i sit down talk2 wif the girl aka as Darling Angel.. dats her fs name..

ahah..
Then when it was like arnd 6.30 like that.. then i started to skate..
after Aim and Hikam keep saying " skate la" ahaha
Then skate..then Aim teach me Ollie -__-
yes, OLLIE .
Ahaha!
Yay! da boleh !
But.. i still cant do trticks while moving
wtf!
Ohkay.. then like 6,45 or wat ..
a skater came..
his name is FAEEZ .
Ahaha, he look like he wants to eat me!
scary siah!
ahahha..
Quite a pro la he..
ahah..
After i did the ollie.. then atempted kickflip..
my deck did flip. but to the bloody side.. not even under my feet! -__-
then.. rest.. go buy water..
Then the guys tried stunts and played game of Skate..
Then.. Aim and Hikam go arrange 5 deck.. isit? idk la.. the one they stack up 2 skateboards..
watever.. then infront of it.. they put another deck nvr stack up.. 1 deck distance frm the stacked decks..
get it ?
if got pic i show..
lol.. then they ask Faeez to ollie over it..
check2 LEPAS !
i was like..
OMG .
then they try futher the distance frm the stacked deck.. LEPAS JGK !
ahaha!
Cool or wat ?
ahahha..
Ofcourse la.. i first time see siah!
lol, unless 1 see someone who can ollie 6 decks and 2 decks distance! LOL

Kk anyway..
After they try2 this and that.. took my deck back... try to tre flip!
HAH.
kickflip tk lepas nk tre flip ehk!
lol...
first 5 times.. tk flip fully.. skali after dat full 360 flip la!
But i nvr land on the deck -__-
ahahha!
Nvm, practice makes perfect!
:D:D
Meera tried to move on the skateboard! lol... skater soon to be!
lol..
Then the guys flip here and there..
They went to talk to some of their friends, skaters too ..
one of them damn tall!
ahahha!
okok..
Then after that. biler tgh chill..
this Bittu..b2 - Faeez .. and b1- Aim buat klaka..
lol!
they jump here and there like monkey play wif bottle..
lol, then b3- hikam
also join..
kekek siak!
prangai kids!
lols
Me and Meera laughing one corner..
ahahaha..
tkboleh angs!
ahaha..
then after that.. we decided to go to cheers...
so HikaM, Faeez & me skate there... halfway stop.. to wait for Aim cause he must walk wif meera cause she dont skate..

Then reach cheers.. buy drink..and hersey..
then sit outside cheers.. drink eat.. and Faeez..stare like wat siah!
Eyes mintak kene poke !
lol ..
He seriously looks scary!
lol!
Then Hikam and me go back home first cause the rest still sitting...
ahaha..
Then in the mrt my mom keep calling me!
-__-
Then got this grp of mats..
not matreps ahh..
Kacau2 me..
they frm marsling siah disturb!
-__-
i was standing at the door there.. then they were like " eh.. skateboard!"
then the other 1 was like " bkn la.. skater-girl!"
guy " Ah2 la! skater girl sei!"
another guy "fuuyoo, maot pe?"
then i turn to them go say " Tk maot sngt", then give them one fake smile..
then they were like" ehh, dier bbual ngan kiter la!"
then i showed my pissed off face..
ahah!
Then one of them was like " dulu aku skate siol..tpy aku semangat 5 min jer.."
then his friend" mcm maner kaw taw 5 min?"
he replyed, " Ehh, aku kire timing dok!"
lol

then reach home.. mom marah!
-__-

k then mandi, brush teeth... sleep.
while brushing i can forget to wash the colgate away! -__-

ahah, k dabes!
:D

Cheer Up Emo Kid .

2008-12-30T09:52:00.003+08:00

Dearest love ,
I hope this message finds you well
As these endless thoughts drip from my soul
Every single word secretly paints a fairytale
Of when we will melt into one ...

Eyes forfeit sight to the pain
Cold scalpel's steel whispers tear at my very core
As I cling to memories of you
I am so scared , so scared
I need you with me

Were the last words that I wrote for you enough to tell you
That in my death the light that shone through my painful darkness
Was a blinding vision of your eternal smile ?

It's me again ,
Is it me or am I wrong to be concerned ?
Will the beauty of your pen ever cross my eyes again ?
Was this all a lie ?
Why ?

If my words ever reach you I'll assume you don't care
Never knew that silence could cut so deep or that you could twist the blade
Now I curse all of your beautiful lies
I Love you and ....
I dont wanna Say Goodbye .

Emptiness has darkened my eyes
As I hopelessly beg for my life to end
Tell me why
I wish I could make you see
I wish I could make you see through the pain
Through the end
I wish I could make you see the greater purpose that I have to serve
No one else will fight
So I must .

Eventfool .. :D

2008-12-25T02:44:00.003+08:00

Lalalala - POP !
Ooo Shokin nyer ..
Blehh -__-
Ahaha , Guess Im excited .. out of the blue . lmao .

Soo , There's Alot of events coming up ..
Firstly , Its Christmas Arldy Merry Chritsmas ! .. and 3 Birthdays coming up too !
:D

Tomorrow , Which is the 26th Of December .. Is ..
NUR ATIQAH BINTI ZAINAL 's birthday ! :D

& On the 27th of December .. There'll be a Band competition at Masrling Cc ..
Which I bought My tix arldy .. 2 bucks ..
That Sultans Of the Rising's Drummer is Loved <3

& On the 28th of December .. Is ..
MUHAMMAD AFIQ ASLAM BIN ........'s birthday ! :D
Ahaha , I forgotten his dad's name -__-

& On the 29th of December ...
I'm going Skating with Mr Enjoi & Mr Zoo York at Dhoby !
Ahaha , Im Miss Fallen .. wtf . Its just a Brand we made as our nick .. not because we own alot of that certain nick we have.. lols .
Mr Enjoi- Aim/Zim
Mr Zoo York- Hikam
I nvr skate with them before .. so yea , Its gonna be the first time .. :D

& On the 30th of December .. Is ..
RYAN SHECKLER's Birthday !
Whoooohooo ! He's gonna turn 19 !
<3

&& On the 31st of December .. Gonna be New year ! at 12am ofcourse .
I wanna see the Fireworks ! Perhaps ?
Havent plan anything yet , But I wanna go celebrate !
:D
Ahaha , ohkay so yea ..

Everything by date.. lols .
Cool or wat ?
and Nw im fucking Hungry ..
Im like the Outdated Hungry Ghost ..
LOL .
& I didnt realise its arldy past 3 am
k la..
Byes!

Bored ..

2008-12-23T15:04:00.004+08:00

Im Bored to Death at home .

Really AwwFool ..

Besides , I Kinda get tired of facing the computer ..

I WANNA GO OUT !

I MISS SKATEBOARDING !

Most of All , I MISS ASLAM !

Anyway , I kinda "Escape" from Indonesia .

1 Of my Cousin helped me .

Long Story .

But all setteled .

Kiks , Im arldy feeling Enervated & Sleepy ..

I guess I overdose on something

*Yawns*

Later ..

Heartless & cold

2008-12-18T22:54:00.003+08:00

Ohkay Syashikka , I hope ure happy .

It dose work , but I think its prolly too late to bring

myself to regret for doing it .

-__-

Do I get paid for this ? pffft .

It worked for Hakim .

wth .

Now I tried it on HIM .

GREAT .

People think differently Syashikka ..

& I dont think he has a corrupted mind like Hakim has .

-__-

He thinks Im a ..

STALKER

Which is apparently not true , cause Stalkers follow up with who they

were stalking for a quite some time .. and IN SECRET .

Yea ,

In "this" case ..

I wasnt !

I was just reading back .

-__-

Other people who passed by could read it too !

-__-

Now what ? A fight ? Great .

Im might be on a mission to "Jealousy"

But not on A mission to Make ppl angry and think differently .

"Because of me being so Heartless & cold , I wont feel the "Love&Miss" for people , Until i did all that "

Hope he gets it .

If not ..

Ohh Allah , help me .

Special Thanks

2008-12-18T00:30:00.003+08:00

I put up this pic cause i feel like it -_- although it has nth to do wif my post..

Ohkay , Im just gonna keep it short for now .

I'll prolly ask Aslam for help in Blogging for me on EVERYTHING that happened on

the night of

December 16 2008 .

Im just gonna say..

Thanks for helping me in watever way you cld...

to those who witnessed what happened & tried to do something to help..

I cant remember much though..

But I remember someone calling the ambulance..

Thanks,

& Someone bought food?!

thanks, but i dont really think i ate..

did i?

& To Aslam & Naz who bought me home & told my mom,granny&step dad wat happened..

A BIG THANK YOU !

& Ohh , Especially to Aslam..

For Trying his best.. i think.. to make me stay calm.

& Ofcourse the Medic Droid..

jk..

I mean

The.. Paramedics?

yea.. or isit the Ambulance crew?

lol, anyways..

THANK YOU !

(& if there were some of you who is obvious to my state & still asked if i was alright, ure damn funny & stupid :D)

Sk8whoring

2008-12-15T19:52:00.002+08:00

Kiks.. ahhaa

Here's some pics frm my other memo card on camwhoring day..

lolx-

These pics are just for fun,

If u take this seriously, ure stupid as fuck .

Party at Saskia's

2008-12-15T18:36:00.008+08:00

Ytd after blogging, I went to Saskia's . My mom told me to overnite there cause My mom wanna bring Saskia's mom & aunt to Night Safari -__-
Lame reason actually.. prolly after nite safari they went clubbing..
Ahaha, just a guess...
But anyway, so met my mom at her workplace.. then took advantage of her Lappy..
ahah, I was using it all the way in the taxi to Chelsea Garden.. (Saskia's place)
Anyway, Once we got there..
my mom was like more excited then i was..
well honestly, i was just actin humble..lol,
Saskia's place was fuckin awsome man !
She lived in the 9th story of the condo..
Fuck siah, damn big ! ahaha..
The moment her mom opened the door for us, I rudely ran into their home.. ahah
and my mom was like "Oi! Tk taw nk salam dulu pe?"
So I "u-turned" salam her mom then came running to Saskia's room wif my shoes still on..
LOL..

Prangai siah !
The moment i reached her door.. i quietly creeped into her room and freakin pulled her leg..
She was readin Prono.
jk..
ahaha..
She screamed like one mother fucker siah! damn loud! ahaha!
So Me and Saskia was like exchanging glares.. and i was like..
"Ohhkayy, Akward"
ahaha..
She looks like me!
ahaha, Except for her, having damn big brown eyes and sharp nose.
fuck.
lol.

Anyway, After chit-chattin.. we decided to go Swimming.. while our mom's prepared dinner..
lol!
Damn fun la..
Then after that..Went up, changed..
then our moms went off...
Saskia & me watched them drive away wif Aunt Ellis (Saskia's mom) BWM. frm The Kitchen window lookin down the carpark.
Red, SUPER HOT OI!

We screammed hooray! when the car was out of sight.
ahahahha!
Lame but fun !

PARENTS DAH BLAHH, APER LAGI, PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was a BAD ASS .
really.
Saskia & Me.
We called Rezza,Ramon & 1 of Saskia's Friend over.. Fiddy i think..
Then they bought drinks..
ahaha..
Saskia had Jello Shots in her fridge.. which wasnt supposed to be taken by us..
but who cares..
Haha !
I took in 3 Jello shots.. wasnt high yet at that time..
I think..
Then Ramon came up wif a "Competition"..
-__-
He took this cd he burned out.. and played it wif the cd player..
Techno songs.. I was like..
"Fuckkkkk"
The game was to Impersonate a para-para druken dancer..
-__-
ahaha,
Then he played a few songs.. then when it was my turn.. i asked for a "Nicer" song..
and he play a nicer techno song..
Well infact.. I freakin loved the song the first time i listen to it!
ahha

The title was "Move for freedom"
I thoguht the song was quite familliar.. then i remembered it was
Maman's fs Profile song..
ahaha..

Anyway... idk how, i won that challenge -__-
wierd much...
Then we rest.. i took in jello Shots..2 more.. by then i was ABIT giddy..
on songs.. danced2..
and i freakin collaps..

I fuckin didnt remember anything,
but one thing fer sure, i wasnt fucked.
ahahhaa!
Ramon's the only gay there so.. yea
lol..
Came back.. time ngah Noneng2..
tsk3..
Lucky my mom wasnt suspicious of anything
lol!
:D

Didnt take any pics.. cause My phone was wif mom..
But I'll upload other pics which is saved in my memo card, which is wif me.
ahaha..- They Made me Put on a wig & smile wif teeth -__- i look like a hottie :D

Jam/Zombies/Superheroes

2008-12-13T14:31:00.006+08:00

*Brupps* Excuse me.
I'll try to make this quick cause Im going off to meet Saskia!
Wookies.. Yesterday ...
Was supposed to meet Aslam at 6pm Woodlands mrt stn, & at 5.40 i was still at home.

-__-

I cldnt find my freakin Jeans.. well actually all 4 of them are in the washing machine.. -_-

So I kinda got stuck on not knowing wat to wear.. ahha, anyway, so i just took out my skirt and put on a shirt.. then freakin draw my eye liner on.. heheh.

Took my stuffs then rush out of my hse...
And when i reached the damn cck mrt stn.. i was ardly sweatin.. wtf..
And when the train came.. i cldnt board it casue it was too full of cows after work.. HAHA!
"Ahaha kene pai tao"- as wat Aslam wld say.. I laugh to myself when i thoguht of it.

And Finally, when a train came..i was like "Shld i board this train or wat?" cause when the train arrivied, there's some anoucements which sadly i didnt hear.. casue i jsut as i took my ear piece out the anoucements ended.. wtf...... and when i look arnd me.. not many were boarding the train.. & me.. just dumb enough.. board the train.. WHICH TERMINATES AT YEW TEE , which is just A FUCK AWAY FRM CCK.

-__-

I didnt want to look so paisey..as i was, at that point of time..so i walk to the last cabin... jus in case those ppl at cck mrt which were waiting fr the nxt train at the front wld see me..

HAHA!

FUCKKKKKKKK....
Anway, I arldy, obviously LATE.
I HATE BEING LATE.
But if its late for sch.. i dont reall care.. casue, they're gonna let u in anyway..
HAHA.
I reached Woodlands at 6.15pm. Ohh shite..
Lucky Aslam nvr scold me.. ahaha..
Waited for 911.. also late..
We reached the Jamming place at 6.36.. arnd there...
I still feel bad though. SORRY!

Anway..
Reach there... watch them ahaha...
then after that, lpk... outside mac for a while..
Izzat bought Sprite? I guess.. taste like it.
ahha.. then I bought Oreo McFluryy :D
Then Izzat and his feind? i think... went back..
too bad they cldnt join us... casue the rest of us...

Cedric,Sherk,Manager(ahah),Milo,Aslam & me headed to the park.. idk wat park.. the one near check point...at woodlands.. ah..

At first the plan was to "kacau bapok" but check2, we sit and talk about ZOMBIES & SUPERHEROES!
:D
Fun ohkayy! And I cld see that Naz(Manager) & Cedric were like competin wif each other about their topics..
Naz was all the way talkin about SUPERHEROES, while Cedric was like.. all the way abt ZOMBIES!
And as Cedric started.."hey, Imaigne if right now.. there were zombies what wld u do?"
and Naz will be like talkin about his RXZ AND SUPERHEROES -__-
ahha, I thoguht that poor cedric was rudely interupeted.
HAHA..

*OKOK, I JUST SAW SKATE POSERS SKATE PASS MY HSE!*
(3 GIRLS & A GUY,.. 1 girl was holding on to her freind, while her friend skate"for" her, and i saw their decks were like.. those fake..TOY like..)
Anyway, After the "story-telling" we shifted to another place.. sit.. then took the bus and went home..

My throat,neck,shoulders&hand hurts man!
All because ytd morning I was super hyper.. I decided to mosh and scream to "I killed the prom queen" in the house..-__-
I pucnhed the damn wall and now there's abit of chip at the side of it -__- my hand bleeded after dat.. it wasnt a good experience..
And all that head-banging and movements and screams.. nw i hafta bear wif it..
Fuuckkkkk....
Dat Bloody SALONPAS didnt help one bit.
-__- if u dont noe wats that.. its sumtin like a sticker which u paste on ur aching body..
senang kater in malay its called "Koyok" -__-

Ohkayy peeps.. i dont really think u wld even read the whole "composition" i typed..
gezzz, wat a bummer..

Peace out loosers..
Rock on Fuckers..

Ohkay dat was so random .
Anyway, I type out watever im syaing.. so yea..
:D

Skate-December10

2008-12-11T23:21:00.003+08:00

Alrighty Mighty .
This post is gonna be alot about skateboarding - releated .
Ohkay . almost all nite ive been dreaming about skateboaring and last nite i dream Mike Mo hit me on the head cause i didnt fuckin land a trick.
LOL!
I woke up finding my cat's paw on my forehead. wth -__-
So anyway, Yesterday, went skating wif the Lords of Westtown crew.
Meet up wif Asjad first .. at yew tee.. 3 steps..
Then we went to skate a carpark. At first i was abit scared.. yea.. chicken., cause the other time we got caught by police... ahahha..but just skate anyway..
I practiced Pop Shove-it .. then Asjad kinda Help/Guide me with my Ollie.. again!
-__- Ollie, urggh. If i pop i nvr jump, if i jump i nvr pop.. wth!

So anyway.. we waited for the rest to come.. Amin came first.. then Hakim..then meng..
ahaha... k da baes.
after dat.. err i forgot-__-
dont blame me for havin short term memory..
okok..
yea, we went to somewhere near yew tee park..then the guys tried tricks.. played the SKATE game.. as i watched. lol .
(Cheyy Meng da pro sei) ahahha!
We wanted to go to Lot 1 straight but this Asjad ahh..! So scard he wld bump into Acap SHECKLER.
another shecks.. wtf-__-
ahaha, but we did went to lot 1 anyway..
Meng wanted to buy shoelace..
So he bought it..
Then we went to 7-11 then chill at the back there.. idk wats dat palce called.
lol, they say behind lot 1, to me its like infront.
ahah!
Then skate to the blk infornt of lot 1...
chill again..
Then Skate to the opp of Lamsoon area..
Funny siah otw.. Asjad so excited like monkey suddenly bailed & flew to the grass on our right, then Amin who was just behind him trip over Asjad's deck.. he also fall..
and i was like only behind them both, but i made a quick turn to the left .. if not, i also kena siah!

Damn tiring. I was almost out of breath all the time. I cld say its tough as netball too.
ANYWAY...
We take a rest again.. before headin to lamsoon itself..then skate skate skate......
After that Amin & Asjad gtg...
so bye2..
Then Hakim,Meng& myself skate back to cck..
Went to the hall.. chill2.. then go home!
:D

& nw my whole body hurts..
esp my knees!
& i dont even skate wif arms.. and my arms hurt
-__-
nvm!
Musscle!
:D

kk dah mrepek..

ok dabes.
-__-
I'm chattin wif Izzat nw.. but he suddenly offline.. hmm, hope he'll get over wif the "freind" problem. Dont worry, be happy Izzat! :D:D

Tmr going Jamming Wif Afiq! :D

Back..

2008-12-09T22:49:00.000+08:00

Im back .

Ohkay.

I'll post on something tmr or watever..

2008-12-01T21:15:00.003+08:00

Hello I'm Yh. I'm blogging on behalf of Eeraa as she can't go on internet. She's gng to Malacca and wants to say goodbye. She says she's gng to miss everyone, like as if she won't be meeting them again like that(sounds weird to me, like she gng to somewhere and not coming back, no offence though.), Byt yea, She's gonna miss you all, esp ASLAM! (me and fizah have been commenting on him abt narnia btw.)

Eeraa, hope you dun mind that i wrote my own stuff, hahaha :D I'm gonna miss you too :DD

indon-friend/exotic-dance

2008-11-29T21:29:00.003+08:00

Im going on holiday to Malacca . .

3rd Dec to 7 dec i think .

So most probablly I'll get over these kinda stuffs over there...

Get my mind in peace & refresh everything ..

Yeah, Imma go there & mind my own bussiness ..

ahahaha .

Ohkay.

so earlier on..

I MADE FREINDS WITH AN INDONESIAN LADY WHO'S 23 .

WTF?!

Really, no kidding man !

This is how it all started...

Last week, when I was at my Aunt's ..

Someone texted me saying "Meet at lucky plaza,this is Lisa"

I was like;"Heh? Lucky plaza?" but i didnt reply to it though..

So then today, 20 mins ago, I had a miss call frm her..

So i texted her to find out who she was.. cause at that time i didnt noe her..

no reply.. so i miss called her to make her call me..

At first i thought it was Aslam.. as he kept mxgng me wif diff numbers...

(& i saved whoever's contact's number Aslam texted me as "Aslam's Friend no.1"..& so on)

LOL.

So anyway,she called me..

& for the 1 min of trying to tell her im not her friend and dat she had the wrong number..

she was like.. "sorry ya.."

blablabla, & surprisingly,

she asked me dat since we dont noe each other, wwhy dont we be freinds?

I was like...

"errr, ahaha, can la"

i dont even noe why i said dat!

I just cldnt say no.

wtf?!

Is she using some kinda charm??

-__-

so we asked each other questions...

She had a younger sister aged 16.. in Indon; Bali.

She said she came to s'pore to work when she was 18.. til nw..

so she's been working for 5 yrs alrdy..

ahahaa, & i din even noe why i sound sort of interesed.

Not interested as in "Lesbien"

Interested as in, being freinds wif her..

ahha, unless she lied about working as a hse cleaner when she actually worked as a freakin prostitude...

HAHA!

If she was then i'll interview her like mad! lol!

Perhaps look at how loose her pussy hole is and how dirty her body is..

HAHA,

JOKING .

Speaking of which , I actually thought of trying Exotic dance..

Haha, & Honestly i tried Pole dancing..

When I was a 5 yr old bitch . HAH!

I "Accdentally" found my mom/x-dad 's Pornographic CDs a whole fucking bundle of it & This pic of pole dancers ..

so, i remembered playing dat cd, .. then i so called memorised wat they did & i freakin tried it out in the mrt... -__-

& my parents were shocked.. ahaha ..

my mom freakin slapped me.. lol!

ohkay toodles! lols

MadaDAScar. LOL

2008-11-28T13:20:00.009+08:00

So yesterday.. Adli,Ying Hong,Hafizah & me went to Town.. to watch Madagascar 2.
We decided dat only the 4 of us wld go as we're "Discussing" abt sumtin, so if ure not invited to come along, dont take it to heart! :D
5.15pm show...
& For the past idk how long.. ive been pronouncing Madagascar as "madaDAScar"
lols.
They were all laughing at me. wth -__-
I didnt even realise.
HAH!

So the movie was cute & funny.. lols, but some of the parts were sad too..
ohkay anyway....
We enjoyed ourselves..
I think.. lol!

Ohh yeah, Before the movie... damn funny siah!
We were walking to lido.. via underground passageway...
&& Ying Hong was like " Eeraa,Eeraa, Look!" pointing in a direction.. laughing..
So I look..
and to my GREAT SURPIRSE , this woman/man was wearing pantyhose!
I cld see his/her ASS.
WTF
I quickly took out my phone & snap a photo of him/her!
lol!
Damn funny man!
& All of us were like wondering how it looked it frm the FRONT VIEW!
LOL

After buying tix.. still got alot of time.. we went to far east.. bought those $1 leg bands.. sumtin like dat.
haha.
Then we walked back to Lido to eat then after eating they went to buy popcorns, while i was busy watching Paramore - Decode music vid!
I WANNA WATCH TWILIGHT!
:D
These are some photos...-

If u look properly, u can see his/her ass! lols

Pearl Harbor/Misses

2008-11-26T21:29:00.004+08:00

Im Obsess wif the movie PEARL HARBOR

haha.

Its so random.. but yea!

Im watching it for the 8th time today..

& I cried 8 times . Fer Sure !

Titanic & Pearl Harbor , My fav Old Movies..

ahaha, since i dont know of any other which is more interesting , soo.. yea . ahaha .

& I miss you Aslam ;)

I dont really noe why , But I miss you .

(I even freakin cried thiking of him cause i freaking imagine wat happened in the movie pearl harbor,happened to me.. lols!)

Misses&Madness

2008-11-24T23:28:00.002+08:00

Im Fucking Fustrated cause I injured my Left Knee.

Freaking pain!

Gahhh!

Im Angry!

haha, &&

Im back.. &&

Im gonna type this out...tiger bby.

I FREAKING MISS ASLAM SOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!

♥

I MISS YOU ASLAM!

TIGER BBY!

♥

Poem - The joy I suffered watching you go,

2008-11-22T16:50:00.002+08:00

So im hesitating rite nw.

Shld I tell them? Or shld I just wait for them to realise?

But how am I gonna tell U?

But wat if I ever tell u, & u dont even care.

Ohkay.. wth.

Im Just gonna type out this poem I written..

I didnt noe about the Feelings you felt.

You should have told me, I could have helped you.

& Now I just cry.

Suicide is a Horrible thing,You were too young to die.

That Nite you left me on the streets..

was the nite I Would never forget.

While You lay comfortably in your grave,

I lie awake, writting of my pain.

The word "FOREVER" turned to lies again.

Promises,Shattered pieces,Memories of nothing,

Cowardly I'll face this all on my own.

The dreams & Wishes may never come true,

for tonight I'll enter the world I drew.

Little pieces of heaven & hell ..

filled with ashes that burn & sweet cold rush of lust.

All in one whole potrait in black.

I'll engrave your name deep in my chest,

where it hurts the most..

So I'll always remember the person that's been hurting me all along..

& For that, let it all remain as my pain..

The Joy I suffered,Watching you go.

So how is it?

If u dont get it..

Well, i'll try to explain..

Its about a girl, who's bf just left her..leaving her just like that..

walkin out of her life after All that he promised her, are all nth now..

She's happy dat it all ended,...

but at the same time, she's still sad over his dissapearence...

(the joy i suffered,watching u go)

She's angry,upset,lost & dispared,...

Maybe im feeling like her..

just maybe,..

haizz.

5th day wif steps/Arcade/Sk8 stuff

2008-11-21T21:17:00.003+08:00

5th Day wif steps, nth much happen.

Only dat,

They fough wof each other -_-

Ohkay, so just now at abt 4 +

we went to the arcade, played games.

ahaha, Hilda & I tried the Para-Para..

wtf

Funny siah!

My arms were killing me man!

Goshh! Lucky enough nobody cared to watch!

HAH!

After dat, surprisingly, Hilda & I tried the Guitar Hero..

lol!

I only tried it cause not many people were there.. so yeah..

I cant believe it man!

lols, It was damn fast!

i Missed out alot of hits, ahahha!

Noob! , Guess so.

Ohhyeah, I was amazed by the "Drummer"

this guy who;s been playing the Drum Mania..

ahaha, damn fast, damn good.

Well, like duh!

HAHA.

Maybe i shld try it one day.

After dat, I went to look at the Suft & Skate shop..

then went to the shop which sells x-box & all those stuffs,

this "Guitar hero , complete band game"

sumtin like dat, caught my eye!

Its only freakin $299!

Wif the mic, the drums,the guitars and all!

Im thinking nw if i want dat as a bday present or just random gift.

Hmmm, cant decide! casue i want a Brand new skateboard for my bday!

Everything in mind..

Plan B or Element - Deck

Plan B/Element/Speed Demon - Wheels

Silver or Venture - Trucks

Element Trinity Abec 7- Bearings

yea..

Griptape? all the same rite?

haha

Anyway!

Well, so today wif steps was not so bad.

Soo yea, dats it.

Dont mind me casue most of my post this month wld prolly be abt my steps.

&OOOHH BTW, CHATTIN WIF Tiger Bby,

HE GOT GUITAR HERO AT HOME!!!!

AHHHHHH!

Aslam says:
i ade guitar hero
♥Eeraa SHECKLER says:
SERIOUS?!
Aslam says:
yaaaa
Aslam says:
last mth i won the rock band comp at heren
Aslam says:
i won top 10
Aslam says:
den get the whole new brand set
♥Eeraa SHECKLER says:
WAT SET?!
Aslam says:
the drum guitar mic
♥Eeraa SHECKLER says:
WAT?!
♥Eeraa SHECKLER says:
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Aslam says:
u practice guitar hero den u challenge i
Aslam says:
cmfrm u kene kicap nyer
Aslam says:
hahahahha
♥Eeraa SHECKLER says:
I ENVY U!
♥Eeraa SHECKLER says:
this cant be happening!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aslam says:
syiok dok!
♥Eeraa SHECKLER says:
SHUT UP~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aslam says:
hahaha
Aslam says:
il get u one k
Aslam says:
if i got the $$
♥Eeraa SHECKLER says:
the price is in $$$ not $$
Aslam says:
$$$ ehk
Aslam says:
i got it for free
Aslam says:
hahahha

Haha, ohwell, :D

4th day w steps / Porno-Cartoon

2008-11-20T17:43:00.007+08:00

4th day wif my Steps..

Nothing much really happened yet, as we didnt see each other much .
I went for netball training , then when i came back, they went swimming .
So yeah.
A peacefull moment at home to take advantage of .
Hahas ,
Oh yeah,
I hid my stakeboard at the upper shelves of my store room, thiking that they wont find it.
& When i came back hm after netball,
i saw my skateboard on the lower shelves!
-__-

I gave them another stern warning again.
& i hope they'll listen!
urggh!

NO ONE TOUCHES MY SKATEBOARD!! get it get it ge it?!?!?!?!!

Ohakay...

Chated wif Aslam - Fish/tiger bby
lols,(this is the only post i'll reveal who's tiger bby/fish)
HAHA. u read it, u noe it.

Fighting over who has the nicest drawing.
wtf.
OVER MSN.
lame!

He drew a pic of a penis. it fuckin hurts my eyes.
HAHA!
Goshh!

All his drawings, well most of it, were like porno-cratoon
-__-

So anyway, he's gone out to HC, to meet all the skaters there...
Ohkay so now bored like hell, dats y post.
haha..

Kk, nth to add.
I'll update sooon!
;D

3rd day wif steps

2008-11-19T16:24:00.005+08:00

Ohh damn!
3 days with my Steps & Nw I fucking cant take it arldy!
They're like all over "kak eeraa" here and there, everywhere!
Even when im sleeping!
Goshh! give me a break assholes!

Cant u just imagine?
While im still sleeping on my bed, they'll come up to my bed, STEP on my bed, just to look out the window.
WTF?!
I CANT STAND THIS ANY LONGER.
Well, not long enough until I really throw out my anger on them .
Seriously!
GAHHHHHHHH!

few mins ago, Hilda played wif my SKATEBOARD! IN THE HSE!
DAMN FED-UP SIAH!
wat i did was freakin shout at her " GET OFF MY SKATEBOARD, NO ONE TOUCHES MY SKATEBOARD!"
Then she showed me a phatatic face as i Snatched my skateboard away frm her .
She's arldy so fat! urggh!
DAMN!
& Now Both of them are like Bugging me frm hours ago.. casue they wanna play the com.
Well too bad!
Im not gonna let they play wif it.. not now.

Anything i really love, nobody touches it.
Unless dat person really looks convincing to me dat he or she can handle things wif care.

&
JUS RITE NOW...
4.36,
Hilda bought MY SKATEBOARD DOWN!
FUCKER!
nw my skateboard is safe, on my lap!

damnit siah!
urgghh!

Well, till then,
bye!
-.-

Steps alrdy at my hse!

2008-11-18T18:17:00.003+08:00

OHHHHHH DEAR GOD.
I have to let it out of me . I cant keep this .

As you readers might not or might know that my mom is getting married .
Well, Im ohkay with that .
Just that .
But the things is..
My Soon to be step dad has 3 children! ALL YOUNGER THAN ME.

YESSS, YOUNGER. I HATE IT.
Yes, you can say Im selfish.
Well, as a matter or fact, I AM.
Its been all about me,me,me&me only.
Me& my lonely world. with stragers that come & go.

& NOW I HAVE 4 or MORE INTO IT.
ohh great.

What's the worts thing that can happen?
well,

before I "complain" , let me introduce my step siblings..
Nur Hilda Adha - 10 yrs old.
Muhd Hezarulfikry -8 yrs old
Nurul Ashikin -5 yrs old [Currently still in indon]
Well,
Hilda & Zarul + my Maid is here!
IN MY HOUSE.
Cause my future hse in Bp,- Jelapang ..
is currently under construction .
So they all have to move out. obviously! -_-
haha,.

Anyway!
Yesterday I cldnt attend netball casue they're comming & I have to Help them wth their stuffs & all..
& The maid, well, helpful lah, lucky..
BUT
My steps, OHH GOSHH.
IN-COORPORATIVE siah!
&& Espesially the guy.. Zarul.. damn noisey siah..
"kak eeraa" here and there, everywhere!
urgh!
Well, Hilda, Nt so bad la..
Really,really irritating siah!
damnn!
Just becasue there's a maid in the hse, he's like comanding here and there..
like wth.
I cant even use the com, well, although its mine, they'd even call my mom or their dad & tell them i didnt allow them to use the com -_-
Well, ofcos, my mom was on THIER side, while their dad was on MY side.
But still, I HAVE TO GIVE IN casue im the oldest,
Like what the fuck?!

&& Ive noticed, eversince they arrived here, my mom's like not so supportive & open.
She's like all the way "HOLLY"
-__-
& she's like scolding me when I scold offensive words -__-
Usually, she'll even encourage! lol.
& She's like more "Motherly" towards them.. & not me?
hah!
I also dont even care if she want to "sayang,sayang" me or not..
I dont feel anything frm her..
In a situation like this.. hah, give me MONEY can arldy.
lolololol.
;D

& TODAY, just now..
Zarul was damn moody & showed his damn irritating beheaviour!
At first, My steps were complaining dat its so boring..
in my heart i was like " then go sumwhr eles la!"
They wanted to go swimming, then i fake2 to them uhh.
i say ltr rain how?..
then hilda was like, nvm ahh, swiming any other day can go..
so she suggested movie..
I was like.. ahh,. can la..
& Zarulw as like " Alahh. but i want to go swimming"
urrggh!
he kept repeating siah!
i took us like 20 mins to convince him to go watch movie..
-__-
I was arldy cursing in my heart.
gahhhhh!

At last go watch movie ..
"HMS 3 , Senior Year"
wtf,

The movie damn nice la!
LOL
i cant believe i just type that out.
lols.
&& there's this HOTTIE in it!
His character name is " ZORA"
nt sure abt the spelling though, haha!
HOT SIAH!
He was the hotstuff number 41
while "Troy" was 14..
opp.
lols,
He;s the 1 dat put the ball in the basket at the end of the game when troy pass it to him
haha!
SOO..
anway,
after the movie , we went back,
& Zarul started his crapstuff again..
He wanted to go playground..
I couldnt be bother so i just ignore him..
HAHA.

Well, now they're watching some old movie..
at my hall..
so i took advantage of this moment to use the com,
hah!
:D
dats it!
;D

Skater-Fish!

2008-11-17T18:42:00.005+08:00

Im here to post about Saturday -

Went to meet Aslam at Cck Mrt .. Last cabin .

We were heading to Queens .. for skating.

But eventually, the place was under construction -__-

We were like " ohh damn"

haha,

Then Ying Hong called me halfway,

and she talked about topics she picked out at random!

lol, She wants aware dat I put her on the loud speaker!

HAHA!

Perangai ehkk. lol..

Sorry Ying Hong!

haha,

Ohkay2, so then, when sit under the viod deck for a while... Aslam was arldy "FISHING"

abt idk wat..

lolols,,

Then We went to 7-11 to get some drinks,

He blanja me HL Milk, lololol :D

Cause on dat day, Erlier in the morning, I turned my ehad too much to my right, & it cracked.

FUCKING PAIN !

then i cant even move back or look straight, once i look straight, it crack again, &

for the whole day it fucking hurts when i look towards my left..

SO ANYWAY,

i texted meng to ask if LEILA & me cld join them skating.

rite..

LEILA.

lols, Meng & the rest might hav thought dat its gonna be sumkind of hot skater-girl..

lols!

But it was Aslam!

HAHA

I cld see the look on their faces when they saw "Leila"

LOL.

Then we join them...Frm cck skate to Bp siah.

lolols..

It was tiring.. like duh..

Then wat ahh...

Ohyaa...

skate there.. sit talk2..

then buy bubble tea.. Fish's Treat.

"MALU TK DAPAT!"

hehex!

then then then... sit a while.

Play stress!

HAHA! BEST DOK!

Aslam & me were like small kids sia!

haha, then he did tricky tricks wif his fingers.. & i twisted my arm 360 degrees & showed him..

he freaked out.

hah!

Cut to the chase..

we went to get popcorns before leaving .

went popcorn teasing in the bus.. wth -_-

Alighted at the back of my hse ,
sit under the blk for a while.. cause Aslam hurt his legs...

then talk3...

He sent me home, & forget his mp3 or mp4 idk..

HAHA.

wth-_-

Ahhkayy lah, dats all..

haha!

I had a great time wif him! ;D

unreal.

2008-11-15T00:54:00.004+08:00

photos frm 11th nov -.-

Generally, being in love, with no matter who, is a glorious thing.Something to be cherished to the end of eternityBut, what if…to say,You fell in love with someone who’s not real?

Happy . nite . life .

2008-11-15T00:16:00.004+08:00

Bored .

yeah . bad news frm the polyclinic .

I hope i still can live longer.

-__-

Anyway , Look on the bright side ..

Im still happy , I guess ..

Yea , Most probably .

Lets see what I can remember ..

Ohyea .

Last nite .

Chat wif Aslam .

Fish!

Fun..

So tmr i'll be going skating wif him.

Hope we'll be having fun.

haha

Casanova familia.. sumtin like dat.. lols!

2008-11-12T22:32:00.006+08:00

Mamat Jiwang

Ollah .
My short term memory thingy is becoming so called stronger casue i actually forgotten wat happened for the past 3 days or so..

Well anyway, Im just here to upload the vids of Ikram & Nazif singing..
haha

:D

Its all malay songs though ..
:D

Misses

2008-11-07T19:06:00.002+08:00

IM ANGRY
IM SAD
IM PISSED OFF
IM ...
URGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!
I WANNA MOVE TO AMERICA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
gaaaaaahhhhhhh!

I Miss SHANE DYLLAN !
Gosh!
He's in probation for idk how long,
NOOOOOOOOO!
If only he wasnt being so naughty!
-.-
:(

Sad to find out, the house dat ive been thinkin was ours at Hawaii, was actually
rented for so long -.-
the owner came back frm CHINA to live there.
like wth!
-.-
I hate china!
no being racist or watever.. for for these reasons.. yea
Gooshhh!!!!!!!!!!!

IMAGINE how fucking lucky i'll be to ever see Shane live infornt of me again!
heh!
:D
Id love dat.
Most probably some of my freinds will envy me.
haha!
But really. :D
itu matsalleh hot bodoh!
:D

Anyway,
Misses,Kisses & hugs for u; Shane Dyllan
♥

It Dissapears

2008-11-07T18:13:00.004+08:00

It Dissapears

Two shots of hate from a mouth as loud as a gun,

like an assasin ... who does it for fun.
Two deafening blows in a war that has just begun,life gone away...i'm done.
two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows,

leaving only one

the world i know disappears like the setting sun.

After all these years i'v put up for you ...

It all seemed so oblivion now ...

Your existance dosent count,

cause the light of my life's been put away

I guess i'll have to wait for one fine moment ...

for us to come back to life again,

Dear, i wouldnt want this to end like it ended before

So I shall end it before it ends us

over & over again

Let the sparks remains as Stars

For now time has now forgotten us,

Yet our memory lingers, and love remembers

This place that was ours.

Who said dat its better to have love & lost

i wished dat i have never loved at all

♥

Whatever dat has gotten me, its probably gonna stay for quite some time now.