Asphyxiated

♥ Saturday, November 22, 2008

Poem - The joy I suffered watching you go,

So im hesitating rite nw.

Shld I tell them? Or shld I just wait for them to realise?

But how am I gonna tell U?

But wat if I ever tell u, & u dont even care.

Ohkay.. wth.

Im Just gonna type out this poem I written..

I didnt noe about the Feelings you felt.

You should have told me, I could have helped you.

& Now I just cry.

Suicide is a Horrible thing,You were too young to die.

That Nite you left me on the streets..

was the nite I Would never forget.

While You lay comfortably in your grave,

I lie awake, writting of my pain.

The word "FOREVER" turned to lies again.

Promises,Shattered pieces,Memories of nothing,

Cowardly I'll face this all on my own.

The dreams & Wishes may never come true,

for tonight I'll enter the world I drew.

Little pieces of heaven & hell ..

filled with ashes that burn & sweet cold rush of lust.

All in one whole potrait in black.

I'll engrave your name deep in my chest,

where it hurts the most..

So I'll always remember the person that's been hurting me all along..

& For that, let it all remain as my pain..

The Joy I suffered,Watching you go.

So how is it?

If u dont get it..

Well, i'll try to explain..

Its about a girl, who's bf just left her..leaving her just like that..

walkin out of her life after All that he promised her, are all nth now..

She's happy dat it all ended,...

but at the same time, she's still sad over his dissapearence...

(the joy i suffered,watching u go)

She's angry,upset,lost & dispared,...

Maybe im feeling like her..

just maybe,..

haizz.

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