Asphyxiated

♥ Wednesday, June 24, 2009

My Frist Rum

Heyheyhey:)

I was a being naughty on the 22nd of June 09.

But damn it feels good :D

No Big deal anyway, its just 4.8%

Anyway, Since fasting month is in August, I have like exactly 40 days before first of August to get myself "cleaned" form 22nd June.

Ive decided that I will not upload "The" picture with me in it.

Hahhaahaha, cos, cos, my face was like so "Stoink"

hehehehe

I cant believe Emily actually got pass the counter!

Kudos to that! :D

&& Guess what?

When I got back, I met Elly under my block with Bacardi Apple Rum!

HAH!

Got 2 shots, then I headed Home! :P

blogged @ 7:39 PM

♥ Thursday, June 18, 2009

Horrible Nightmare

Im switched Off for playing Runescape for now:)

Since I have other distractions.

Its both good news & bad news.

Damnit.

Ive been watching horror filems lately since the arrival of my adoptive cousin, Nana & she's only 5yrs old! She's gonna stay with us for a while, so she brought along like almost all her horror filems to watch it here incase she got bored.

What really freaks me out was that she can actually see the dead!

I woke up with a Full bladder & a bleeding tounge this morning.

(I think I bit my own tounge)

Apparently, Ive been having Nightmares for the past 3 nights.

Holly Fuck it was scary.

I was in lost in some Amazon Jungle, I guess.

There were snakes & Wild animals everywhere.

And, out of a sudden, there was a woman who's features I couldnt quite make up.

But I was fer sure she had a bad hair!

Her body was Convulsing with an influx of blood oozing out of her.

At the same time, she was imperiously trying to tell me something but her worthless effort made it incomprehensible for me, but I could tell she was in agony.

I started running away.

Halfway running, I was fer sure that I was dreaming..But I cant seem to get out of it.

My coherent thoughts were still there, I Tried to fight back the pull, but to no avil.

I just wished that someone out there in reality would wake me up.

My Runaway did not last long.

My knees Buckled.

I was too momentarily preoccupied that I hadnt realised that woman had taken an Instantaneous launch at me.

I was Flabbergasted.

It felt so real.

She caught hold of me so tightly that it felt like the contact was bone deep.

She was SO COLD againts my skin.

She stared at me with Infuriating crimson eyes.

While I attempted a Usless breakway, her hysterical laughter trailed along.

It was helpless.

I tried to shout, but my voice was muted.

(I had bitten my tounge to keep myself frm screaming)

I wanted to look away or closed my eyes, so that I wont have to see her face...

But It was as if she got me under a spell which made it pointless to even try.

That horrible depraved looking woman opened her blood-dripping mouth and then started nuzzling closer in to my throat.

Her breath was a cold gush of wind that sent a chill down my spine.

That was it for me.

My life was over.

This Vampire was going to end it.

I gathered myself and took one last gasp of air.

All my memories took center stage of my mind, as she sank her teeth into my Neck.

I just Wished everyone prepared for an appalled death..to look at my dead body, appalled.

.................................................................

Dats it.

Its freaking scaring me now!

I wished somebody will accompany me to sleep tonight, somebody REAL.

Boohoo:(

blogged @ 10:37 PM

♥ Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Bended To The Left

I was Browsing through Youtube on my Ipod and there's a Video on "How well do you know your bandmate?" - It was All Time Low Obviously :)

Im just All Time Low Crazy This past 2 Months :D `& Ohh, that song in my blog By All Time Low- Weightless IS Good, Right? :D

Its sosososososooso CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :)
Well, to me. hah!
Decided to Post it on my blog. hehe :P Just to share with All that mystery Readers who's been reading my blog.

& You'll Know what I ment by; Bended To The Left ^^

blogged @ 11:14 PM

♥ Monday, June 15, 2009

Band Shirts

So, I had a sudden feeling of checking my mail this afternoon,

and when I did, I had mails form updates of Band Request from Eventful.

Clicked,read it then I checked out some band's myspace for updates.

While on Alesana's Page, THE BAND T-SHIRT GOT ME!

GAHHHHHHH!

ITS SO FREAKIN AWSOMECOOLSHITEFUCKINGORGEOUS

Well, at least.. to me. I know some people out there's not into band shirts.

Its so Pathetic here in BORING Singapore..

You can hardly find specific band t-shirts!

Only "well-known" onces are "Foundable"

Get It, Get It?

Pppffft.

So then, I started checkin out All Time Low, Bring Me The Horizon, Blessthefall & Dropdead Gorgeous.

& Damnit! BMTH Has this HOT Red Shorts!

Coolio!

FUCKING FUCKKKKKKK !

I Think I wanna get It online.

Damnit. Its easier If I could contact Shane again!

BLOODYYYYY HELLLLLL!!!!!!!

GET ME THAT HOT RED SHORTS OF BMTH & 2 OF THESE SHIRTS & I SWEAR I'LL LOVE YOU EVEN MORE.

HAH!

blogged @ 5:36 PM

♥ Friday, June 12, 2009

My 15th Birthday

Happy Birthday! :D

Alright, so this post on my birthday was supposed to be posted like about 2 weeks ago.. so I had a little problem with the computer stuffs and I kept contemplating about this post and ended up procrastinating. Too much thought I guess. 30th May..big day..wooo.. To be honest, im not even excited at the 25th of May, which is 5 days away form it. I figured nothing so special was going to happen, putting aside the fact that the only thing special this year was NOT CELEBRATING WITH MY MOM ONLY, but with my Step siblings and Step dad.(Too bad nanny couldnt join us)

Ofcos, the BIG surprise wasnt out until later that evening of 25th May when the whole family was having dinner together. Mom said dat we're all gonna celebrate my bday somewhere in town, around Wisma Atria & I could bring along 2 of my Best Friends! The moment I heard that, I was like "Oh yeah?" & mom was like, " uhuh, Yeah" So I thought that she was just trying to syke me up. And I asked mom again after dinner..and she was like, " If you dont believe it, suit urself, I can always ask abah to cancel the whole event, then there wont be any Cats In The Cradle performing.." & I knew my mom wasnt lying anymore, and the fact that THERE'S LIVE BAND PERFORMING!

Last day of school, 28th May I guess.. we got our results back. But i was a bad ass for not letting my mom see my results until 2nd June. What? I was worried she canceld the whole party! & Besides, I kinda already guessed what my Stepdad & Mom bought me. But I didnt let it get to me just yet.. you know.. INCASE I was wrong and it would totally Upset me. So My Hopes are down LOW. Heh. It was my gut feeling anyway. So yeah.

The Morning of 30th May, My gut feeling of getting a new mp3 Player or a Better Handphone was SOOOO not on the top list of my top list. My mom made me guess. I guessed Mp3 and she said that it was even better.. since that morning I wasnt in the mood of being HUMBLE, I just guessed dat they bought me an Ipod Touch.. &... IPOD TOUCH INDEED! Kudos for dat Eera! :D

But somehow I wasnt Happy that my mom MADE ME GUESS. pfftt. So much for surprises.

Damnit! Anyway..around 5pm I texted Fizah nad YH that my Family & I are leaving home soon, and see ya later. okok. The night before, I experiment a lil on my make up and what colour eye shadow I should use..I was contemplating on which colour suits best, Metallic Blue or Metallic Green & I asked mom for some suggestions and her answer was not what I was looking for. HAH!

Anyway, we took 190 and alighted at Far East then frm FAr East we walked to Wisma Atria.

(Abah wasnt with us cos he had to get my present at his workplace)

& Oh! Oh! I totally didnt saw this coming.. Ohkay so we're walking.. I was walking with Hilda behinde my mom & Zarul.. and walking past us was this 2 tipical Mats.. Prolly MATREPS..with that steam face & golden hair & that Vics tube thingy they keep sucking in frm their noses..wth..

so yeah.. when we're getting closer to walking past each other..1 of them was like.."Wow! Hi!" and he put his filthy hand touched my waist & you dont wanna hear the rest. I freaked out actually but I figured he was prolly drunk or just simply SICK in the head so I dont bother screaming. But I would have given him a punch at the mouth, but I didnt cause we were in a hurry.

Once we reached there, I saw the backs of Fizah & YH sitting, leaning back againts a glass wall. Then Hilda & I surprised them form the back. Hah! They were like, "Sialah! Scare us siah u!" heh ^^

Then My mom greated them with a Hug..pfftt.. I didint even hugged them.. lol! (Only If there's Emily, heh!)

I was excited because were all having dinner at INDOCHINE! I yay-ed out loud actually. haha. We started off with drinks & starters ofcos.. We had Vanilla/Chocolate/Straberry milkshake. NICE! Too bad we're underage so no alchoholic drinks. But the couple sitting beside us kept ordering glass after glass of Beer and some tequila shots -_- I hope they're too drunk that they'd be thinking that the road was their Bed. hah! Starters was chicken and something.. I was upset there's no Scallops!! nvm though..cos the main course has Pataya Rice. yay! Eggs! lols. So we ate & ate.. Fizah & YH couldnt finish their meal.. they had Fish & Chips. hah! too full. & When we thought that there's no more food coming.. we thought wrong! more food more drinks.. abah got this GIANT glass of Ice Lemon tea. HAH! there's a picture of it if u scroll down. It can only be served to "certain people" haha! :D Should take a look at the eyes of other diners on that Giant glass of I.L.T heh! *Jealousy is the cousin of greed* ^^

When It was about 9.30pm, (we were there form 7pm) Cast In The Cradle were on that mini stage! Whoohoo! I was freaking Sexcited! ^^ lol. They sang songs.. Ive forgotten what though, but they we really good. & then came the birthday song!! Whooohoo!! A lady was also having her Birthday but she was turning 30. hah! And the funny thing was.. After they sang us the birthday song, The Vocalist, made a joke saying, "Happy 30th Birthday to Syahira, & Happy 15th Birthday to Cindy" I didnt remember her name actually. haha! It was fun fun fun! :D Then the cake came.. and everyone was watching Cast In The Cradle perform frm outside. hah! Free show! Took photos after that..it was a great day. :)