♥ Sunday, July 26, 2009
Make it ASAP
MY ROOM, 12:47am
OUTFIT: Sports Bra & Faiiz's Boxers.
HAIR: Like a lion's Mane..oh god I look like AmyWhinehouse or whatever.
MOOD: Psyched yet Enervated too.
FORTUNE: Patience, My Dear.
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I was contemplating about whether I should sign in to my MSN or not. & After for about what seemed to be forever, I finally decided to.
And just as I went online, Ameer was the first to IM me. Followed by Simon who was waiting for me to get online since IDK when & Ideal.
So yeah, nothing much on the first few chats with them. Ameer was like asking me about my height, And I go, "Don't tell me ure still shorter then me" and he went, " Im 164"
Hah! Its ohkay dude! Ure only 2cm away frm my height! lol
Then He told me he wants his long hair back. And we talked about bands and stuffs.
& GOD! he so prasan sei he look like Craig Mambit. Haha!
*Sue me Ameer* lol
Then While Ameer was silent at the moment, IM Simon who was all crazy about his new tattoo which he had on his arm which cost him like 600 bucks? IDK.
Then had this "Q&A" session with Ideal. Lol
It wasn't until I blog hopped and landed On A. Hussein's blog.
He's Death-Fi-Nut-Ly Changed!
In a good way ofcos. He's Hot. - Just like what Ameer said. LOL.
Anyway, so yea. I tagged him and next thing I knew he'd already tagged me back. fucking fast.
Got his email then added him and the next moment we're chatting.
Its kinda cool..you know..talking with your old friends.
But DAT doesn't mean I miss talking to them. Ohkay I do actually. OH LORD! I MISS ALL OF THEM! Boohoo :( Its a bad thing that I'm like stuck here in the WEST and there they are in the EAST.
The only person nearest to me is Haikal. Which lives around Woodlands. & Its been a long time since I last saw him.
Oh god, please. Make it asap that i'll meeting them.
Amin.
blogged @ 12:04 AM
♥ Saturday, July 25, 2009
World's Greatest Slacker
MY ROOM, 3:21 pm (The time im typing rite now)
Outfit: star/stripes pj bottoms and one of mom's old tees.
Hair: tied to a high ponytail.
Mood: slightly sleepy.
Fortune: There's time for everything.
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Looks like Fridays are meant for sleeping in school. Seriously like every Friday I'll be too enervated & hence I'd be sleeping almost the whole time.. geezzzz.. I have to put this to a stop. After seeing records of some students in my school, (i got access from somewhere, hehe) I felt like the world's greatest slacker. HolyFuckinShite!
I have to buck up. But IDK how I'm supposed to if most of the time I'm so sleepy..& I'm saying this even after I have a good 8 hours of sleep. No Duh its freaking insane!
Woke up at 7.30 am with a full bladder this morning. It seems like Ive been holding my pee throughout my half an hour dream? Yea, I was half conscious. WTH.
Anyway, washed my face, brushed my teeth after I emptied my bladder. Then dressed in my fbt & Mom's old Nike Tank top, put on my track shoes & went for a 20 mins jog in the park. I made it 20 instead of 30 cause my knees are seriously aching by the 15th min and its killing me already.
Usually its my breathing problem that always got in the way, which by the way is kind of irritating if its happening especially during netball trainings. Why? Because some of "them" will think that I'm just faking it.. I know its bad to assumed but I can really tell behind those "understanding/caring" faces of "theirs" In fact, I'm gonna admit it. I think that 90% of "them" are TOTALLY FAKING IT. Faking about how they think all that "Bonding Together" shit is working/helping/improving. Come on, admit! "you people" just go with the flow because you're just afraid of telling how u really feel.. just so u can fit in and not be looked at like some freak.
Some of ur faces even look like ure being forced to act like ure all optimistic about everything.
Goodness! Simple reasons to why I REALLY DONT CARE IF I DONT MAKE THE TEAM. Yeah, Id risk being cheered for and congratulated to because I dont feel like im even wanted and welcomed to the team.
*Wow, so much of eleborating huh*
Watever. So after My morning jog, chilled out with some random teenagers under my block before I went upstairs to take a bath and get ready to go to lot 1 to replace my lost Ez-link card.
Ps: I look alot fairer then "that" primary sch photo on my Ez-link card. But This time, fairer & sick. WTH.
blogged @ 2:20 PM
♥ Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Merci pour encourager moi, Je t'aime beaucoup.
I never thought I'd say this, but here goes:
Merci pour, Khaizer! :)
At least I didnt feel guilty for us to waste our Money on the 36.21 mins Phone call frm Southamton! (Which will btw, Cost me ALOT)
Its all good. He told me about how I'd love the weather there right now..when its actually experiencing the avg HIGH temp which is 21 degree cel..& the lowest at 11 degree cel.. WTF!
No fair! Haha, at least he bought that topic up so as to Warm me up a lil bit.
I wasnt actually expecting the both of us to say much cos I remembered the first time He called, & we were caught up in wtf moments. LOL, yes..Over the phone..& Besides.. I was contemplating about calling Aslam, which eventually didnt happen. (Sorry ehh)
I basically spilled everything out. I was somehow proud of myself that I actually told him everything.. considering the fact that I would Normally keep things to myself and let it fill up to my lungs and then be Asphyxiated by the influx of emotions..& at the end of the day, get lost & waisted then repeat it again.
So anyway..Yea like I said, I told him every problem that was pricking inside me, & every secret which Ive kept too long that it burns inside me.
Stuffs about myself, step siblings, friends, school..& Ex-Bfs. -_-
I dont wanna go into exact details about this, because Its a secret I only Share with Khaizer.. I im gonna keep it; I know something You dont know. heh! :p
But ofcourse, Im kind enough to share with u guys some things he honestly told me.
Abt myself..he told me:
"Eera, even If you dont love urself, There's others like me, who still loves & care for you. & Come on babe, Ure not like that! Stop hatin on urself...Yea, I know its easier said than done..But I believe you. Youre a strong girl..dont let it get to u."
*When he said the "Strong girl" part, it made me laugh a lil* lol
Abt my freinds..he just told me that I shouldnt take things to heart & that I'll have to talk to them nicely & be "professional" by not giving them sudden attacks of PMS or anything like that.
-_- LOL
But in the end, It comes down to this. This last part of our conversation was wat that really made me breathe again.
He said. "babe, I'll love you no matter what. I dont care If you came back frm summer vacation and you gained 10 kgs heavier or if you put on the wrong shampoo which made all ur hair fall out and if your sunburn is so bad until it looks like ure shading skin or even if god decides that u had enough of ur legs..I would still love & care for you. Because not matter how ur looks, ure still the same person. Wat matters most is the inner beauty, which sadly alot of us dont seem to realise. You know, some of the people out there even stayed in a releationship longer than they should..y? Im gonna be honest with u, its because we guys feel like we "owned" that other significant which is so hot looking & all that shit. I admit that I was once like that too. Only wanted a girl cos she's hot, and ended up not wanting it..but still kept going just for the sake of showing off to others. Jesus." & the rest i cant tell ya. hehe.
Kaykay.. Nights!
blogged @ 12:26 AM
♥ Sunday, July 12, 2009
The same Moon
Starts With, "Hey Preety, I Miss you." And when Asked why, he'll go, "I don't know why."
He'll ask, "Where do you wanna go? I follow You There.." *I want to be accompanied, Not Followed*
He'll say, " I keep thinking about you, and missing you." *You say it like its not right of you to*
Life's Complicated. We're far away from each other than You Think, we go through different seasons, different atmosphere..but we tend to forget that everyone looks up to the same Moon, no matter where on earth you are. Sometimes I just wish I could reflect what I want to tell you, to the moon, and then Let it reflect on you.
blogged @ 9:52 PM
♥ Friday, July 10, 2009
Cinta yng terbina
Heyheyhey!
Just had a chat wif Fazz. He showed me some videos of him & his freinds playing guitar and singing.
Ohh well, this vid below, of Fazz singing is preety AWSOME. Cool man I love it. So wow!
When I suggested him to join anugerah.. he said he didnt want to cause he's too shy.
hehe! Malu kepe?
(Dont forget: Comment & Rate!)
Well, here goes-
Enjoy! Remember, Comment! rate! :)
blogged @ 12:13 AM
♥ Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Videos
Just a quick one..
I just want to share some videos from youtube of clips from The movie: Facing the Giants.
These are my favourite parts of the movie! :) U should really watch it.
& also, I figured Its time I'll just let u guys know, I've been watching Gossip Girl! :p Chase Crawford is AWSOME & SMOKIN HOT! gossip girl ^^
Facing the Giants-
Gossip Girl- MY FAV :P
blogged @ 11:13 PM
♥
Evernight/Photoshop
Before I blog about today, This is just a quick review of last Saturday.
My Family went to JB to watch Ice Age 3 at city Square :)
After the movie we window shop here and there.. Hilda & me bought sex bands..
Then I bought A Book.
Not just any book, this book caught my eye & once I took it from the shelves, I couldnt put it back down.
The book's in red, Titled EVERNIGHT by Claudia Gray.
Its a story on vampires. Yea. Im starting to get obsess with them. Honetsly I even believed that they existed..before..or even now..just maybe. You'll never know.
Anyway I cant wait to get my hands on Claudia's next book, STARGAZER..the next part to Evernight. Ohh GOSHHH! Hell yeah I cant wait! I finished reading EVERNIGHT which was worth 327 pages in just 2 days :D
&& I cried twice reading it. The romance was like heartrending.
I'll upload the pic of the book anyways.. soon.
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Today's wednesday. So Basically every wednesday, my class would be having art for the first 3 periods. Currently for art lessons from today until next week, we're all supposed to edit our pictures using photoshop. Cool. Yea. i like it, alot.. we're basically going to make what ever we designed for a t-shirt.
After art, we're supposed to have SS, but nobody left for class so we all stayed in the art room. lol
Skipping lessons together as a class.. LOL
So we all kinda got another extr 45 mins for art.
I didnt go for recess because the malay girls + YH stayed behide to chill with our Art Teacher. She's a nice person..friendly..& omg im so jealous of her because she was telling us about her experiences travelling to other countries. She went to like, idk, more then 6 diff countries?
Damn! I wanna travel too!
hah!
Talked and talked and we all slip through our next lesson which was MT.
We only entered the MT room when there was like 10 mins left for the lesson. lol
The teacher didnt nag at us though, we had our "reasons" :) So yeah.
Currently doing my malay composition which was due tomorrow. My former MT teacher will be angry if we dont complete it.
:D
Nights!
My Family went to JB to watch Ice Age 3 at city Square :)
After the movie we window shop here and there.. Hilda & me bought sex bands..
Then I bought A Book.
Not just any book, this book caught my eye & once I took it from the shelves, I couldnt put it back down.
The book's in red, Titled EVERNIGHT by Claudia Gray.
Its a story on vampires. Yea. Im starting to get obsess with them. Honetsly I even believed that they existed..before..or even now..just maybe. You'll never know.
Anyway I cant wait to get my hands on Claudia's next book, STARGAZER..the next part to Evernight. Ohh GOSHHH! Hell yeah I cant wait! I finished reading EVERNIGHT which was worth 327 pages in just 2 days :D
&& I cried twice reading it. The romance was like heartrending.
I'll upload the pic of the book anyways.. soon.
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Today's wednesday. So Basically every wednesday, my class would be having art for the first 3 periods. Currently for art lessons from today until next week, we're all supposed to edit our pictures using photoshop. Cool. Yea. i like it, alot.. we're basically going to make what ever we designed for a t-shirt.
After art, we're supposed to have SS, but nobody left for class so we all stayed in the art room. lol
Skipping lessons together as a class.. LOL
So we all kinda got another extr 45 mins for art.
I didnt go for recess because the malay girls + YH stayed behide to chill with our Art Teacher. She's a nice person..friendly..& omg im so jealous of her because she was telling us about her experiences travelling to other countries. She went to like, idk, more then 6 diff countries?
Damn! I wanna travel too!
hah!
Talked and talked and we all slip through our next lesson which was MT.
We only entered the MT room when there was like 10 mins left for the lesson. lol
The teacher didnt nag at us though, we had our "reasons" :) So yeah.
Currently doing my malay composition which was due tomorrow. My former MT teacher will be angry if we dont complete it.
:D
Nights!
blogged @ 9:56 PM
♥ Saturday, July 4, 2009
Sleepyhead
Hey yo!
Lets talk about what happened yesterday at school. I was extreamly enervated to the extream that I actually SLEPT DURING LITREATURE lesson. I tried my best to stay awake but simply couldnt. What a bummer. Good thing is after litreature, it was free period..since our form teacher was absent, so I dosed off again. And suprisingly there's enough time for me to even dream. In my dream, I was walking down a drak alley leading into a laybrinth.. I heard a voice instructing me to "find the light" before it blows out. When I think I saw that "light".. I opened my eyes, thats when I awake.
I dont get it. lol.
Anyway, by the time I woke up, Ms Fern was already in the class asking for files.
Hand in our Litreature file, and we get chocolate.
So I traded my files for them.
I was happy I got my chocolate. lol.
Then when I was walking back to my seat, I felt something rubbery rubbing againts my arm, I felt fingers too.
The thought of rubber made my senses fail.. I cried instantaneously. Lizards.
I ran to my seat. still shivering.
Apparently, It wasnt lidzard. It was Zuhairi trying to scare me with a big thick rubber band.
Holly fuck it felt the same. Even now thinking about it makes me weak.
Yes, my phobia is that bad. I could pass out if the lidzard is only 30cm away frm me.
Zuhairi apologized anyway, lucky he did or i'll probably break his bones.
hah!
And Dinah's reading this book by Xavier .... titled Dollars and sex. I THINK. I only rembered the sex part. LOL.
And at the first chapter, it started with..
"What is long a hard, and goes inside something wet?"
(Keep guessing, *wink*)
Haha, Hillarious!
I got it right one first guess :)
Tell me once uve guessed it. hehe.
blogged @ 12:00 PM
