♥ Sunday, December 20, 2009
Automatic Loveletter
Outfit:My HK Disneyland hoodie. (What?! Its freakin cold!)
Hair: Wet
Mood: Tired
Fortune: Every hole makes a scar, every scar marks its place
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I'm in love with you and you just don't get it.
So when you lay your head at night do you think of me?
Do you think it's right to leave me here to kick myself to hate myself for all that I felt?
I'll miss your every moment.
I can't hold it.
And I swear I'll miss your perfect charming selfishness.
I can't say goodbye, say goodbye.
So make me this promise, yeah?
say it with an object tone, Emotion feeling,
can't stop spinning,
Just keep breathing,
Say you Need me.
And I swear,
I'll miss your
perfect Charming selfishness,
I can't watch you go.
;IloveYouBaby
blogged @ 12:41 PM
♥ Monday, December 7, 2009
Love Rant
Outfit: Drop Dead Shirt. FAKE!
Hair: Bun
Mood: Not So Bad
Fortune: Don't take what's not yours.
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And Here I go again, always not updating my blog. Lazzzzyy Uhh. As if people would read it -_-
I can't wait till 2009 ends. Im looking forward to 2010, idk why.. Okay, fine! Im excited for the Fireworks during the countdown cause I'll most probably be going with Ollie.S aka My Bby. Hah!
He Better not Buey.. Like how my X did -_-
Okay! Im suddenly in the Mood of talking about the Past Love Stories..& how it all began.
Year 2000; 6 Years Old:
I had This HUGE crush on my K2 Classmate named Martin. He's hot, Seriously. So yeah, at year end, our school organised an event where parents are invited to come and watch a performance done by the students, at that time, I was like SUPER excited cause Martin was my dance partner. LoL and like at the end of the show where we get to meet our parents, COINCIDENTALLY our parents set next to each other and blablabla and when it was time to say goodbye, his parents were like encouraging him to give me a hug and same goes to my parents..lol and then we hugged, and he kissed me. And I cried but Didn't kiss him back.. LOL
Year 2001; 7 years old:
First year in SVPS..I didn't have any crush on any of my classmates.. cause all of them are like nerds. And believe it or not, I had a crush on my COUSIN instead. LOL (and its not ZUL, lol) its my cousin on my father's side. His name is Wawan. Well, actually, it's either wawan or a'an.. I get them mixed up, lol! And im sure If I see him outside now, I wont even recognize him cause its been 8 years since I saw him. Well, the story with him is just that I like him cause he's like a brother to me, But I have a crush on his CUTE FACE (at that point of time) -_- I guess I'll upload some photos of him if I ever get to find them. && Yes, not to mention my crush during my MT period; ADLI. Which turns out to be my Classmate in Regent now -_- LOL!
Year 2002; 8 years old:
Transfered to Telok Kurau Primary, parents divorce, lived with aunt..
Had a crush on Aliff- (at that time) the cutes guy in class for 2 years, which later on became my bestfreind. But yea, I was too ugly for him.. seriously.. like nobody thought I could actually get someone in school to like me. I looked like a total dork, Short hair, long skirt, long socks, and I didnt smile alot. The only people who cared to be my real friends were Atiqah and Aliff. Then 2003 came, we went to seperate classes.. and I still had a crush on Aliff, and so did Atiqah.. LOL
Year 2004; 10 years old:
Knowing Atiqah had a crush on Aliff, I kinda let him go. Cause I felt like I didnt like him anymore.. Besides, 2004 was the year that I "Transformed" from Ugly Betty to Minah. LOL
Seriously, I met the "COOL" minahs of the school.. I start to hang out with the Seniors..(at that time hanging out with the seniors ment that you're cool) lol. I went to like, Frm long skirts,socks..blablabla to Short skirt, Ankle socks, converse shoes, New hair. LOL People start talking to me more often, I was into "gangs" and stuffs like that.. Put it this way, I was a total Bitchy Rebel at school. HAHA I was so caught up with bad companies.. until HE* caught my eye.
*Hakim
Year 2005; 11 years old:
The Story with This guy is kinda interesting, well kinda. There's this guy named Hakim in my class, whom to me is the most annoying guy. I hated him, like seriously hated him. He was always in the way when I wanted to talk to my crush, which happens to be his bestfreind; Ikram. lolololololol. After quite some time, I found out that Atiqah had a crush on Ikram too. LOL. Then after June holidays, we had to change class -_- which fucking pissed me off because like, during the june holidays Hakim & Me sort of "talk things out" and turns out he was even cooler than Ikram! LOL. Then balblabla, alot of things happen.. I was bfgf with Shane, But I didnt really count in on that cause it was funny. lol then 2006 Hakim became my first Boyfriend and we were together for 2 YEARS. :D
then 2007/2008 we broke up then I was with Kai, then After Kai Maman for a while, then Shariff-_- Then Maman Back then now to Aidil! :D
Turns out that now, My MSN & Online Gossip Buddy for three years became my Boyfreind. The guy who was supporting me & always cheering me up behinde the screen is now my BF! I love u so much Aidil!
K done bye!
blogged @ 11:09 PM
