Shaleena's, I don't care about the time.
Outfit: Shaleena forced me into her Fleur T black nightgown. At first I thought I looked so slutty, but still, I SO SO love it! So sleek & sometimes I even forgotten that Im actually wearing something!
Hair: Makeshift bun.
Mood: Physic
Fortune: you know when you want it.
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So when I thought all the drama that's been going on in the house was over, I was wrong.
I came home Last friday only to find out that that 11 year old we're babysitting stole Hilda's perfume. What the Fuck was she thingking? I have no Idea. I mean, stealing your own freind's perfume the night before and bringing it back the next day claming its yours? What a rip off.
Long story short, I managed to make her admit to her mistakes after much evidence. She even attempted lying which did not work out well because like, why on earth would a perfume "suddenly end up" in your bag, & why on earth would you be afraid to return back your Friend's perfume after you found it in your bag?
Conclusion: She's not a good Friend for Hilda and certainly does not deserve to be trusted & what a liar?
Prolly you guys are wondering what Im doing here at Shaleena, and prolly wondering too who the heck is shaleena.
Well, I met Shaleena at a Hospital a few months ago when I came to "Babysit" Syafiq. She happened to be a patient in there. Her bed was left of Syafiq's. I overheard her talking about Not wanting to be in a band anymore & the awfuly sad conversation between god knows who made me cry & also caught my attention.
So I just went over to ask if she as okay, she said yes. And then Suddenly we're talking about Bands and Hot dudes. Syafiq joined to. Then we became friends, I pushed her in her wheelchair to take some fresh air while Syafiq's off to the "Suction" room.
LOL. I call it suction room cause all I know is that they suck out all the phlegm in you through a long tube from your mouth.
So yeah, thats about it. We shared our life stories and found out that we're that different.
Im at her place at this hour cause she's alone at home cause her HOT brother went Jamming and still not back yet. And her parents are in London, working. How COOL is that?!
Well, my mom's going to Florida again End of this month, & I cant come along. Aww man!
♥Zacky Baby♥
Hey there :)
This post goes out to H & N. You guys know who you are.
The past 4 days are CRAZY. Yeah. Especially Monday. I Didn't even expect Monday to turn out THAT way. I must say, I don't really know how I felt. We were both cheating on hearts we're not even sure of. Is that even considered as cheating? Well thats besides the point. Because there were the two of you, & only one of me. That makes the Three of us. Sharing is caring, But not in my dictionary. Sharing hearts is breaking them too. You hurt people's feelings.
Im Such a sinner.
I've never made a bet, but we gamble with desire. I've never lit a match with intent to start a fire, But recently the flames are getting out of control. Call me a name, kill me with words. Forget about me, it's what I deserve. I was your chance to get out of this town, but I ditched the car and left you to, Wait outside, I hope the air will serve to remind you, that my heart is as cold as the clouds of your breath, and my words are as timed as the beating in my chest.
Don't be so sentimental. This love is Accidental. Give it up, this was never ment to be more than a memory for you.
-God I'm glad I listen to ATL.
My Room, I don't care about the time.
Outfit: Same as last night.
Hair: No idea. I haven't checked yet
Mood: Pissed Off + Excited
Fortune: Do what you wont.
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Ohkay. Pissed & Excited sounds crazy. Well, yea I am. Im pissed cause my damn twitter profile pictures cannot be uploaded! Pfftt. Its irritating to see a default pic frm twitter as my profile piture. Its like a BROWN square with this" o_0" sign in blue. Eww. Brown and blue is just disgusting to me. & my mom still refuses to get me a pre-paid sim card. Urgh! I told her so that the bill wont fling cause i text overseas alot. And she was like " What?! Ok. In that case anything over 60 bucks u'll have to pay me back." Lucky enough I have 1000 free local mxg. But Still! URGH! 1 freakin sms is freakin 1.20 bucks! oh die, die, die. Well, thats about it.
And Im excited about alot of things. First, I told mom about that girl thats staying with us, and she totaly regret? I think. Well yeah, & She bought me a new computer :) Which is a fucking surprise! I first thing first after i set up this new Computer which I decided to name Sleekstar, I had oliver sykes as my background. Lol, that explains the picture above.
Then, had family outing to Tekka, Little India. We had briani together and after that we went to Mustafa Center. & The only thing I bought was a black umbrella for myself. LOL
Then I was like texting I.James B and we were texting about ghost and stuffs. lol. & Textin N.Olie too about "That Disaster Bday Party" So yeah.
&& Oh I made a new friend! His name is Zach & he's frm Kentucky ^_^
Ok Its late. I'll update soon.
Bub-bye!
I love you & Goodnight Oli!
xoxo
Yea, yea. My Room, 12:20 pm
Outfit: A long nightgown. I like this ever oh so thin silk dress.
Hair: A half ponytail?
Mood: Its gotta be Mood Spelled backwards.
Fortune: If You're the Problem maker, You're the problem solver. ( It basically means that you should get rid of yourself )
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I AM RESTLESS rite about now... Uri have yet to reply my message on myspace. Gahh!!!!! Uri pls reply! I wanna talk about Joshua aka Computernerd01- (you can find this guy on YouTube.) Hahaha Uri's friends with him. LOL. Ohkay, that's besides the point. Okay done for that part.
I don't really know if Disliking young children is a sin or Sickness. What do you think? I feel like this house has like transformed into an orphanage. When I thought that after Nana came, there's no more.. then came Atika. She's not literally staying with us cause she goes back to her mom still. Anyway, I feel like its a sign that people in this house cant wait to get rid of me. -_-
Okay a little over-reaction there, but whatever you know. I dont get it. Sometimes I fight with my mom, then the next minute the situation would be back to normal like nothing ever happened. I have no comment on that. I do not want to talk or say anything about the worse part of being in this family. You know it already, I keep things to myself.
Useless asking me. Whatever I told you would probably be made up or just plainly the whole sumarry of it. I cant share with even my closest freinds. Because, to be honest, I feel like they dont take me close enough as a freind. Because they dont ask me how's my day, They dont stick with me the whole time. Worse still, They dont even know HOW to help me. They never share any "fun" things with me. They LET me be. Which is not what Im asking for.
I may seem tough on the outside. I have to. Because everyone quickly assumed that Im the type of girl who's not going to complain after I tripped on a rock and bleed my knee or the type that will have PINK as one of my favourite colours. Well guess wat. Since u guys love to assume sooo fucking much, Im helping you by playing the role. Yea.
Because I cant possibly be myself when people are going to think Im so the, "Lembut"
Girls would probably the number 1 to assume that.
My guy freinds? No. Except for some of my classmates. (Since they dont bother getting to noe me)
Thats all, for now.
Later
