Dearest love ,
I hope this message finds you well
As these endless thoughts drip from my soul
Every single word secretly paints a fairytale
Of when we will melt into one ...

Eyes forfeit sight to the pain
Cold scalpel's steel whispers tear at my very core
As I cling to memories of you
I am so scared , so scared
I need you with me

Were the last words that I wrote for you enough to tell you
That in my death the light that shone through my painful darkness
Was a blinding vision of your eternal smile ?

It's me again ,
Is it me or am I wrong to be concerned ?
Will the beauty of your pen ever cross my eyes again ?
Was this all a lie ?
Why ?

If my words ever reach you I'll assume you don't care
Never knew that silence could cut so deep or that you could twist the blade
Now I curse all of your beautiful lies
I Love you and ....
I dont wanna Say Goodbye .

Emptiness has darkened my eyes
As I hopelessly beg for my life to end
Tell me why
I wish I could make you see
I wish I could make you see through the pain
Through the end
I wish I could make you see the greater purpose that I have to serve
No one else will fight
So I must .

Lalalala - POP !
Ooo Shokin nyer ..
Blehh -__-
Ahaha , Guess Im excited .. out of the blue . lmao .

Soo , There's Alot of events coming up ..
Firstly , Its Christmas Arldy Merry Chritsmas ! .. and 3 Birthdays coming up too !
:D

Tomorrow , Which is the 26th Of December .. Is ..
NUR ATIQAH BINTI ZAINAL 's birthday ! :D

& On the 27th of December .. There'll be a Band competition at Masrling Cc ..
Which I bought My tix arldy .. 2 bucks ..
That Sultans Of the Rising's Drummer is Loved <3

& On the 28th of December .. Is ..
MUHAMMAD AFIQ ASLAM BIN ........'s birthday ! :D
Ahaha , I forgotten his dad's name -__-

& On the 29th of December ...
I'm going Skating with Mr Enjoi & Mr Zoo York at Dhoby !
Ahaha , Im Miss Fallen .. wtf . Its just a Brand we made as our nick .. not because we own alot of that certain nick we have.. lols .
Mr Enjoi- Aim/Zim
Mr Zoo York- Hikam
I nvr skate with them before .. so yea , Its gonna be the first time .. :D

& On the 30th of December .. Is ..
RYAN SHECKLER's Birthday !
Whoooohooo ! He's gonna turn 19 !
<3

&& On the 31st of December .. Gonna be New year ! at 12am ofcourse .
I wanna see the Fireworks ! Perhaps ?
Havent plan anything yet , But I wanna go celebrate !
:D
Ahaha , ohkay so yea ..

Everything by date.. lols .
Cool or wat ?
and Nw im fucking Hungry ..
Im like the Outdated Hungry Ghost ..
LOL .
& I didnt realise its arldy past 3 am
k la..
Byes!

I put up this pic cause i feel like it -_- although it has nth to do wif my post..

*Brupps* Excuse me.
I'll try to make this quick cause Im going off to meet Saskia!
Wookies.. Yesterday ...
Was supposed to meet Aslam at 6pm Woodlands mrt stn, & at 5.40 i was still at home.

-__-

I cldnt find my freakin Jeans.. well actually all 4 of them are in the washing machine.. -_-

So I kinda got stuck on not knowing wat to wear.. ahha, anyway, so i just took out my skirt and put on a shirt.. then freakin draw my eye liner on.. heheh.

Took my stuffs then rush out of my hse...
And when i reached the damn cck mrt stn.. i was ardly sweatin.. wtf..
And when the train came.. i cldnt board it casue it was too full of cows after work.. HAHA!
"Ahaha kene pai tao"- as wat Aslam wld say.. I laugh to myself when i thoguht of it.

And Finally, when a train came..i was like "Shld i board this train or wat?" cause when the train arrivied, there's some anoucements which sadly i didnt hear.. casue i jsut as i took my ear piece out the anoucements ended.. wtf...... and when i look arnd me.. not many were boarding the train.. & me.. just dumb enough.. board the train.. WHICH TERMINATES AT YEW TEE , which is just A FUCK AWAY FRM CCK.

-__-

I didnt want to look so paisey..as i was, at that point of time..so i walk to the last cabin... jus in case those ppl at cck mrt which were waiting fr the nxt train at the front wld see me..

HAHA!

FUCKKKKKKKK....
Anway, I arldy, obviously LATE.
I HATE BEING LATE.
But if its late for sch.. i dont reall care.. casue, they're gonna let u in anyway..
HAHA.
I reached Woodlands at 6.15pm. Ohh shite..
Lucky Aslam nvr scold me.. ahaha..
Waited for 911.. also late..
We reached the Jamming place at 6.36.. arnd there...
I still feel bad though. SORRY!

Anway..
Reach there... watch them ahaha...
then after that, lpk... outside mac for a while..
Izzat bought Sprite? I guess.. taste like it.
ahha.. then I bought Oreo McFluryy :D
Then Izzat and his feind? i think... went back..
too bad they cldnt join us... casue the rest of us...

Cedric,Sherk,Manager(ahah),Milo,Aslam & me headed to the park.. idk wat park.. the one near check point...at woodlands.. ah..

At first the plan was to "kacau bapok" but check2, we sit and talk about ZOMBIES & SUPERHEROES!
:D
Fun ohkayy! And I cld see that Naz(Manager) & Cedric were like competin wif each other about their topics..
Naz was all the way talkin about SUPERHEROES, while Cedric was like.. all the way abt ZOMBIES!
And as Cedric started.."hey, Imaigne if right now.. there were zombies what wld u do?"
and Naz will be like talkin about his RXZ AND SUPERHEROES -__-
ahha, I thoguht that poor cedric was rudely interupeted.
HAHA..

*OKOK, I JUST SAW SKATE POSERS SKATE PASS MY HSE!*
(3 GIRLS & A GUY,.. 1 girl was holding on to her freind, while her friend skate"for" her, and i saw their decks were like.. those fake..TOY like..)
Anyway, After the "story-telling" we shifted to another place.. sit.. then took the bus and went home..

My throat,neck,shoulders&hand hurts man!
All because ytd morning I was super hyper.. I decided to mosh and scream to "I killed the prom queen" in the house..-__-
I pucnhed the damn wall and now there's abit of chip at the side of it -__- my hand bleeded after dat.. it wasnt a good experience..
And all that head-banging and movements and screams.. nw i hafta bear wif it..
Fuuckkkkk....
Dat Bloody SALONPAS didnt help one bit.
-__- if u dont noe wats that.. its sumtin like a sticker which u paste on ur aching body..
senang kater in malay its called "Koyok" -__-

Ohkayy peeps.. i dont really think u wld even read the whole "composition" i typed..
gezzz, wat a bummer..

Peace out loosers..
Rock on Fuckers..

Ohkay dat was so random .
Anyway, I type out watever im syaing.. so yea..
:D

Alrighty Mighty .
This post is gonna be alot about skateboarding - releated .
Ohkay . almost all nite ive been dreaming about skateboaring and last nite i dream Mike Mo hit me on the head cause i didnt fuckin land a trick.
LOL!
I woke up finding my cat's paw on my forehead. wth -__-
So anyway, Yesterday, went skating wif the Lords of Westtown crew.
Meet up wif Asjad first .. at yew tee.. 3 steps..
Then we went to skate a carpark. At first i was abit scared.. yea.. chicken., cause the other time we got caught by police... ahahha..but just skate anyway..
I practiced Pop Shove-it .. then Asjad kinda Help/Guide me with my Ollie.. again!
-__- Ollie, urggh. If i pop i nvr jump, if i jump i nvr pop.. wth!

So anyway.. we waited for the rest to come.. Amin came first.. then Hakim..then meng..
ahaha... k da baes.
after dat.. err i forgot-__-
dont blame me for havin short term memory..
okok..
yea, we went to somewhere near yew tee park..then the guys tried tricks.. played the SKATE game.. as i watched. lol .
(Cheyy Meng da pro sei) ahahha!
We wanted to go to Lot 1 straight but this Asjad ahh..! So scard he wld bump into Acap SHECKLER.
another shecks.. wtf-__-
ahaha, but we did went to lot 1 anyway..
Meng wanted to buy shoelace..
So he bought it..
Then we went to 7-11 then chill at the back there.. idk wats dat palce called.
lol, they say behind lot 1, to me its like infront.
ahah!
Then skate to the blk infornt of lot 1...
chill again..
Then Skate to the opp of Lamsoon area..
Funny siah otw.. Asjad so excited like monkey suddenly bailed & flew to the grass on our right, then Amin who was just behind him trip over Asjad's deck.. he also fall..
and i was like only behind them both, but i made a quick turn to the left .. if not, i also kena siah!

Damn tiring. I was almost out of breath all the time. I cld say its tough as netball too.
ANYWAY...
We take a rest again.. before headin to lamsoon itself..then skate skate skate......
After that Amin & Asjad gtg...
so bye2..
Then Hakim,Meng& myself skate back to cck..
Went to the hall.. chill2.. then go home!
:D

& nw my whole body hurts..
esp my knees!
& i dont even skate wif arms.. and my arms hurt
-__-
nvm!
Musscle!
:D


kk dah mrepek..

ok dabes.
-__-
I'm chattin wif Izzat nw.. but he suddenly offline.. hmm, hope he'll get over wif the "freind" problem. Dont worry, be happy Izzat! :D:D

Tmr going Jamming Wif Afiq! :D

Hello I'm Yh. I'm blogging on behalf of Eeraa as she can't go on internet. She's gng to Malacca and wants to say goodbye. She says she's gng to miss everyone, like as if she won't be meeting them again like that(sounds weird to me, like she gng to somewhere and not coming back, no offence though.), Byt yea, She's gonna miss you all, esp ASLAM! (me and fizah have been commenting on him abt narnia btw.)

Eeraa, hope you dun mind that i wrote my own stuff, hahaha :D I'm gonna miss you too :DD

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