OHHHHHH DEAR GOD.
I have to let it out of me . I cant keep this .

As you readers might not or might know that my mom is getting married .
Well, Im ohkay with that .
Just that .
But the things is..
My Soon to be step dad has 3 children! ALL YOUNGER THAN ME.

YESSS, YOUNGER. I HATE IT.
Yes, you can say Im selfish.
Well, as a matter or fact, I AM.
Its been all about me,me,me&me only.
Me& my lonely world. with stragers that come & go.

& NOW I HAVE 4 or MORE INTO IT.
ohh great.

What's the worts thing that can happen?
well,

before I "complain" , let me introduce my step siblings..
Nur Hilda Adha - 10 yrs old.
Muhd Hezarulfikry -8 yrs old
Nurul Ashikin -5 yrs old [Currently still in indon]
Well,
Hilda & Zarul + my Maid is here!
IN MY HOUSE.
Cause my future hse in Bp,- Jelapang ..
is currently under construction .
So they all have to move out. obviously! -_-
haha,.

Anyway!
Yesterday I cldnt attend netball casue they're comming & I have to Help them wth their stuffs & all..
& The maid, well, helpful lah, lucky..
BUT
My steps, OHH GOSHH.
IN-COORPORATIVE siah!
&& Espesially the guy.. Zarul.. damn noisey siah..
"kak eeraa" here and there, everywhere!
urgh!
Well, Hilda, Nt so bad la..
Really,really irritating siah!
damnn!
Just becasue there's a maid in the hse, he's like comanding here and there..
like wth.
I cant even use the com, well, although its mine, they'd even call my mom or their dad & tell them i didnt allow them to use the com -_-
Well, ofcos, my mom was on THIER side, while their dad was on MY side.
But still, I HAVE TO GIVE IN casue im the oldest,
Like what the fuck?!

&& Ive noticed, eversince they arrived here, my mom's like not so supportive & open.
She's like all the way "HOLLY"
-__-
& she's like scolding me when I scold offensive words -__-
Usually, she'll even encourage! lol.
& She's like more "Motherly" towards them.. & not me?
hah!
I also dont even care if she want to "sayang,sayang" me or not..
I dont feel anything frm her..
In a situation like this.. hah, give me MONEY can arldy.
lolololol.
;D

& TODAY, just now..
Zarul was damn moody & showed his damn irritating beheaviour!
At first, My steps were complaining dat its so boring..
in my heart i was like " then go sumwhr eles la!"
They wanted to go swimming, then i fake2 to them uhh.
i say ltr rain how?..
then hilda was like, nvm ahh, swiming any other day can go..
so she suggested movie..
I was like.. ahh,. can la..
& Zarulw as like " Alahh. but i want to go swimming"
urrggh!
he kept repeating siah!
i took us like 20 mins to convince him to go watch movie..
-__-
I was arldy cursing in my heart.
gahhhhh!

At last go watch movie ..
"HMS 3 , Senior Year"
wtf,

The movie damn nice la!
LOL
i cant believe i just type that out.
lols.
&& there's this HOTTIE in it!
His character name is " ZORA"
nt sure abt the spelling though, haha!
HOT SIAH!
He was the hotstuff number 41
while "Troy" was 14..
opp.
lols,
He;s the 1 dat put the ball in the basket at the end of the game when troy pass it to him
haha!
SOO..
anway,
after the movie , we went back,
& Zarul started his crapstuff again..
He wanted to go playground..
I couldnt be bother so i just ignore him..
HAHA.

Well, now they're watching some old movie..
at my hall..
so i took advantage of this moment to use the com,
hah!
:D
dats it!
;D

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