♥ Wednesday, December 31, 2008
2009. no mood .

Ohkay .. While Im Tpying this.. its arldy 12.59pm .
1 min to new year .
& iM nOT EXCITED AT ALL .
Like no feeling siah -__-
I wanted to go for the countdown .. But changed my mind .. since family members & some friends show no intrest .. then my semangat also hilang uhh .
If go alone .. i dont mind .. but it will be freakin heartbreaking if I look arnd me and see families and friends get together to celebrate the new year .. All their faces smiling away..
& NOW I CAN FUCKING HEAR THE DAMN FIREWORKS !
:(
SADDDDDDDDDD IM CRYING RITE NOW.. NO KIDDING ..
I ALWAYS SEE THE FIREWORKS !
:*(
Urggh !
Wat to do .. I wanna ajak ppl then they cant/nvr reply to messages..not online..call nvr pick up..go wif gf/bf ..those who are contactable lazy wanna go ..
Worse part is surprisingly no one Ajak me this year .
Either they thinking that Im going wif my other freinds of wif family..
Or they are just too lazy to TRY and ask me .
Bodoh kn ?! & the normal excueses are :
"Ohh, Aku ingatkn kaw py ngan kwn2 luar kaw"
"Sorry! Aku ingat kaw py ngan kwn sch kaw"
"Sorry,Aku pp8 low dat time so tkleh contact kaw" - Surprisingly this one only replied mins ago .
"Ohh! Sorry,Aku ingat nk ajak kaw,abeh takot kaw busy" - Scared for wat siah?!
"Ohh, sorry ahh, kaw kn tkleh balek mlm2..so aku tk ajak kaw ahh takot nanti kaw kene marah"
Shit laa , come on its new year ! -__- My mom allow me !
All either just simply forget about me, trying to avoid me, which idk wat for, or just simply couldnt be bothered.
After recieving those replys.. or watever shits.. I arldy completely lost my mood .
& I Know tomorrow no one will call to apologize.. duh.. for wat rite?! For FORGETTING Eeraa the LONER bitch . I dont think so .
No one will call to say " I Know how you feel ..." duh ? who wld ? All busy wat .
BUSY BUSY BUSY .
Aper busy ?! KORANG PAT PANGKENG KEPE SIAL ?!
BUSY BUAT ANAK .. CHIBYEE PRANGAI KONEK SIAL !
Kalaw busy sangat mesti ader reason kn ?! But not even 1 tell me WHY !
Urghhhhhhhhhh !
:(
Da la ! Cant chill , No mood , so hungry , so angry , so sad ..
Dont wanna go to sch ..i wanna skate ..I Miss tigerbby - this one also another 1 , prolly his out wif his friends .. lepak ! -_-
Ahh nvm uhh .. Like they all care only .
Yes , now im being EMO . HATE ME ALL U WANT ..BETTER YET JUST KILL ME SO I WONT KEEP BUGGING U GUYS OR WATEVER !
MOOD : APATHETIC .
FUCKKKK those liars .
& Aku lapar aku nk makan !
* Aku taw korang tk tanyer , aku taw korang tk kesah pn *
nah.. untok korang.. -__-
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