♥ Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Merci pour encourager moi, Je t'aime beaucoup.
I never thought I'd say this, but here goes:
Merci pour, Khaizer! :)
At least I didnt feel guilty for us to waste our Money on the 36.21 mins Phone call frm Southamton! (Which will btw, Cost me ALOT)
Its all good. He told me about how I'd love the weather there right now..when its actually experiencing the avg HIGH temp which is 21 degree cel..& the lowest at 11 degree cel.. WTF!
No fair! Haha, at least he bought that topic up so as to Warm me up a lil bit.
I wasnt actually expecting the both of us to say much cos I remembered the first time He called, & we were caught up in wtf moments. LOL, yes..Over the phone..& Besides.. I was contemplating about calling Aslam, which eventually didnt happen. (Sorry ehh)
I basically spilled everything out. I was somehow proud of myself that I actually told him everything.. considering the fact that I would Normally keep things to myself and let it fill up to my lungs and then be Asphyxiated by the influx of emotions..& at the end of the day, get lost & waisted then repeat it again.
So anyway..Yea like I said, I told him every problem that was pricking inside me, & every secret which Ive kept too long that it burns inside me.
Stuffs about myself, step siblings, friends, school..& Ex-Bfs. -_-
I dont wanna go into exact details about this, because Its a secret I only Share with Khaizer.. I im gonna keep it; I know something You dont know. heh! :p
But ofcourse, Im kind enough to share with u guys some things he honestly told me.
Abt myself..he told me:
"Eera, even If you dont love urself, There's others like me, who still loves & care for you. & Come on babe, Ure not like that! Stop hatin on urself...Yea, I know its easier said than done..But I believe you. Youre a strong girl..dont let it get to u."
*When he said the "Strong girl" part, it made me laugh a lil* lol
Abt my freinds..he just told me that I shouldnt take things to heart & that I'll have to talk to them nicely & be "professional" by not giving them sudden attacks of PMS or anything like that.
-_- LOL
But in the end, It comes down to this. This last part of our conversation was wat that really made me breathe again.
He said. "babe, I'll love you no matter what. I dont care If you came back frm summer vacation and you gained 10 kgs heavier or if you put on the wrong shampoo which made all ur hair fall out and if your sunburn is so bad until it looks like ure shading skin or even if god decides that u had enough of ur legs..I would still love & care for you. Because not matter how ur looks, ure still the same person. Wat matters most is the inner beauty, which sadly alot of us dont seem to realise. You know, some of the people out there even stayed in a releationship longer than they should..y? Im gonna be honest with u, its because we guys feel like we "owned" that other significant which is so hot looking & all that shit. I admit that I was once like that too. Only wanted a girl cos she's hot, and ended up not wanting it..but still kept going just for the sake of showing off to others. Jesus." & the rest i cant tell ya. hehe.
Kaykay.. Nights!
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