Yea, yea. My Room, 12:20 pm
Outfit: A long nightgown. I like this ever oh so thin silk dress.
Hair: A half ponytail?
Mood: Its gotta be Mood Spelled backwards.
Fortune: If You're the Problem maker, You're the problem solver. ( It basically means that you should get rid of yourself )
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I AM RESTLESS rite about now... Uri have yet to reply my message on myspace. Gahh!!!!! Uri pls reply! I wanna talk about Joshua aka Computernerd01- (you can find this guy on YouTube.) Hahaha Uri's friends with him. LOL. Ohkay, that's besides the point. Okay done for that part.
I don't really know if Disliking young children is a sin or Sickness. What do you think? I feel like this house has like transformed into an orphanage. When I thought that after Nana came, there's no more.. then came Atika. She's not literally staying with us cause she goes back to her mom still. Anyway, I feel like its a sign that people in this house cant wait to get rid of me. -_-
Okay a little over-reaction there, but whatever you know. I dont get it. Sometimes I fight with my mom, then the next minute the situation would be back to normal like nothing ever happened. I have no comment on that. I do not want to talk or say anything about the worse part of being in this family. You know it already, I keep things to myself.
Useless asking me. Whatever I told you would probably be made up or just plainly the whole sumarry of it. I cant share with even my closest freinds. Because, to be honest, I feel like they dont take me close enough as a freind. Because they dont ask me how's my day, They dont stick with me the whole time. Worse still, They dont even know HOW to help me. They never share any "fun" things with me. They LET me be. Which is not what Im asking for.
I may seem tough on the outside. I have to. Because everyone quickly assumed that Im the type of girl who's not going to complain after I tripped on a rock and bleed my knee or the type that will have PINK as one of my favourite colours. Well guess wat. Since u guys love to assume sooo fucking much, Im helping you by playing the role. Yea.
Because I cant possibly be myself when people are going to think Im so the, "Lembut"
Girls would probably the number 1 to assume that.
My guy freinds? No. Except for some of my classmates. (Since they dont bother getting to noe me)
Thats all, for now.
Later
